MY dREam aND hoPE

just watched smackdown

2011-04-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

i guess its rather dumb of me to watch raw and smackdown on the same day!
but i didn't know that smackdown will be available so early..
usually i watch it during the weekends
as it is only available for download on friday nights
who knows when i go to youtube and saw the updates of a youtuber!
this episode of smackdown made me cried twice!
first is when edge vacate his WHC...
second was when he came out to congratulate his bestie, Christian!
Christian will face Alberto Del Rio for the WHC at extreme rules PPV
i hope he wins in the name of Edge!
the entire roster and some WWE crews came to the ramp to show their respect for Edge
that scene was damn awesome
but i do not wish to see it again
cos when this kind of stuff happens,
someone will be retiring/ leaving!
and i do not want anymore of that to happen AGAIN!
cried super bad this time and i know i'm gonna miss him
he HAVE TO BE INDUCTED IN THE HALL OF FAME CLASS 2012!
it's super duper sad to see someone who loves this business to have to retire like that
but retiring as a CHAMP,
i can only say THANKYOU EDGE!
and you know WWE is never going to be the same again!
thankyou anyway! DEFINITELY gonna miss you! )':
and u just made me cry till my eyes are swollen! ARGHHHH
gonna end the post with screenshot of smackdown...
thank you EDGE AND GOODBYE!
hope to see ya soon back if there is any! (:

tribute to Edge! T.T

2011-04-12T15:38:00.006+08:00

this is probably gonna be a super emotional post

as Adam Copeland aka Edge aka Rated R Superstar/Opportunist and the list goes on LONG
HAS RETIRED TODAY! ):
reason being was due to his serious injury that he had 8 yrs ago i think
he broke his neck and went for surgery
there is the narrowing of the spinal column, above and below the fused discs.
This narrowing resulted in less and less of the vital fluid needed to protect the spinal cord.
the above was copied from WWE.com
this is very serious injury as it may cause him to be paralysis or maybe EVEN DEATH
as bad as it can be it is good for him to retire now (still healthy)
the below sets as a tribute of wad impression of him that i have!
(events are not according to time)

i remembered this happened because he won the WWE title during one Pay-Per-View. he then celebrated his victory on the following Raw
BY HAVING "SEX" on bed in the ring with Lita! LOL LOL
but was interrupted kane i tink! happened quite long ago alr..
but i remembered this because i was looking through videos of wad he did last time
before he "got into relationship" with Vickie Gurrero. ( i hated the time he was with her!)

both he and Chris Jericho won their tag team titles from Primo and Carlito i believed
but this tag team didnt last very long
because edge got injured during an event
and the tag team split
Y2J had to find another tag team partner to defend the championship
so in the end Y2J was damn smart enough to find the LARGEST ATHLETE IN THE WORLD
THE BIG SHOW! Y2J also complained that edge got injured too easily! :P

i dont remember he got that rated R superstar championship belt before!
maybe that was the time i stopped watching wwe! lol
was searching for pictures of him looking good with a championship belt! :D

there you go another belt! WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMP!
EDGE vs JOHN CENA vs the big show
no disrespect there big show! hahahaha
the two mentioned in the front are my favourites!
and they always will be!
EDGE YOU LOOK DAMN GOOD WITH THE WHC!

Ahhhh this has nth to do with Edge's career! LOL

well well well this is the part that i hate the most!
they got "married" but Edge did reveal after a long time he was using Vickic! (Y)
HAHAHAHA Vickkie stop being so desperate!!
Quote: "EXXXXXXXXXCUSE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"!

another picture of my favourites!~ both as champ at that point of time
i bet i did watch this episode of raw but couldn't rmb when cos i watched too many! LOL

"SPEAR SPEAR SPEAR"
i will always chant together with the crowd when this facial expression appears!
it's damn awesome!
this signature move is probably one of those that hurts alot!
just like the KO Punch! (OUCH!)
i think there will be no chance for me to shout this chant again!
cos as of now i know a few divas with this move but NO IMPACT! boooooo
anyway! EDGE you gotta know u are the best dude!~

Alright, shall end my post now with the RATED R SUPERSTAR BEST LOOKING WALLPAPER
you know the WWE universe is gonna miss you load!
SO PLEASE CREATE A TWITTER ACCOUND ALRIGHT!
just like HBK did!
that's probably the best way to stay connected with your fans
looking forward to you getting into hall of fame!
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST
THANKYOU EDGE FOR EVERYTHING
ESPECIALLY THE LAUGHTERS YOU BROUGHT TO US!
THANK YOU!

AFTER FOUR MONTHS!

2011-03-09T01:16:00.003+08:00

WAH i think i almost forgot that i had a blog! xD
almost 4mths since i last blogged
quite a lot of things had happened during this 4 mths
figured out those that are trustable and reliable
AND also realised that what i did last time was like -.-"
HAHAHAHAHA!
i wasn't sure why i suddenly reflected when i was telling my bestie what i did
and it was till then i realised that i was super childish! haha
well well 谁没过去啊？

ANYWAYS! i'm kinda like waiting for my results now
which i hope i can pass my Games Programming!(that is like the biggest worry i have now)
so nua-ing at home since 18th feb!
been watching vids, looking up forum on lzx! and fb-ing
sounds super zai nv lor!argh~!
hope to find a part time job for the moment and save up to go taiwan!
hais! i rmb how i like to use the word "hais"
cos i was an emo kid last time!
but now i truly know how it feels.
not sure why i suddenly feel this way
but well maybe it was because of wad happened this evening
anw i shall let bygones be bygones! (:
after i wake up tomorrow, everything will be good again! HEEE!~

OH! time to talk about my shuai ge!~ 羅志祥!!♥♥♥
wanted to find a blogskin that has him
but most of them are either not so nice or old le
not sure how to create a skin though
might get a chance to do so if i am really free bah!
and 羅祥 is coming to singapore on the 14th may for his encore concert!
but i wont be attending!
damn sad!
i was a difficult decision to make but i still had to
even though i am not attending the concert but i will still be supporting like i always have been!
i received the pre-ordered albums on sunday! (Y)
super happy on that day!
went to collect with chewhuan!
both of us then settled at the KFC @ sun plaza to gossip a little about 羅祥! :P
after that i went to meet li yi and pass her the albums! YAY~
i had ripped the songs into my laptop and ipod touch!
super love this album! and cant wait to see him in person too!
it's been long but worth the wait!hahaha

NOW ABOUT WWE~! and maybe a little about TNA
started watching TNA after knowing jeff hardy signed to that company
and who knows! Mr Kennedy (currently as Mr Anderson) is there as well
and many used to be WWE superstars/divas went there!
i realized that TNA and WWE are quite different in terms of how they perform to their fans
after watching for so long right,
i see that the superstars in TNA they are more REAL that WWE's
but however in terms of surprises and storylines
i still would prefer WWE's
probably cos John Cena is there every single week! awww~
the tag team action in TNA is much much better than WWE's
i can see a lot of tag team moves unlike WWE's tag team
well that is probably why i enjoy more when watching the actions of TNA instead
the moves done by them are like WOW!! lol
well each company has their own pros and cons
but i'm glad that those that i like are still wrestling!
UPCOMING PPV is WRESTLEMANIA 27!
the following are the matches set for the time being:
Michael Cole (w/ Jack Swagger in the corner) VS Jerry the KING lawler
SPECIAL GUEST REFEREE STONE COLD STEVE AUSTIN!WOOOOTS!
CM Punk VS Randy Orton
TRIPLE H VS UNDERTAKER [No holds barred]
Alberto Del Rio VS WHChamp Edge
WWE Champ The Miz VS John Cena

those that i wrote later are those i hope to win!EXCEPT
for the match between triple H and Undertaker
i wan triple H to win but yet i do not want the streak to end!
it's like both are my favs and only one can win!
wish all of them the best and JOHN CENA MUST WIN!
The Rock is the host of Wrestlemania 27 and now feud-ing with John cena
i think The Rock might interfere with the match against the miz
but i really hope John to be WWE champ again!
AFTER ALL he is DA CHAMP! good luck champ!
with less than a month to wrestlemania!
I CAN'T WAIT AND IT'S GONNA BE DAMN AWESOME! :)

shall end my post now with my 羅祥 de shuai picture lah!

John Cena FIRED?!?!?!

2010-11-24T10:11:00.003+08:00

have been kinda emotional since monday.
was watching the WWE live chat and was disappointed with the results
how could they let him go?
well i know it is all scripted and the superstars have to follow the script
but i dun get it!
why did they let him get fired?!
he is always the reason for me to watch raw.
and now that he is gone...
should i continue watching?
it sucks having this kinda feeling cos i know i'm not being realistic!
and also Randy got 'robbed' for his championship belt on monday night raw,
making THE AWFUL miz the champion now
it sucks more!
BOOOOOOOOOOO
how could all this stuff happen?
well probably it's time for him to take a break and hopes he comes back real soon!):
1st time i felt so sad when a superstar is fired!damn it.
pls come back real soon alright!T.T

2010-07-11T21:29:00.003+08:00

hmms...has been long since i came back to blog huh!between the period when i was gone..i met lzx at least 4 times!xD super happy lah!well...on the 20th of may i went to city sq mall for the 1st time in my life for lzx's concert handshaking event!there's alot of ppl there when lzx came!super awesome...and the on the 22nd may i went to the concert itself!i must say i enjoyed the concert alot but was rather disappointed that i couldnt get the merchandise...but it's okay lah!then the next day was his album autographing session!i heard that he signed for 4++ hrs and it was near midnight when he went off!WOW!how awesome can he be!((: then lastly i saw him YTD during STAGE FLAGSHIP STORE's opening!he is so you mei li de yi ge ren lor!hahaha...anw i went to with liyi!!all the events we go together de.but happy last for awhile only...got to really work hard and finish off my FYP now...RARRR! jiayou jiayou zai jiayou!!!(:

and i end off with a shuai ge's pic!(:

2010-04-08T01:39:00.005+08:00

kinda sians now..cos like most of the events that were planned for the week was canceled/postponed!oh wadever...not like this was the first time things like that happened to me lah!anyways...had a great time with elder sis ytd...we were playing cooking mama 3 tgt!well...i lost lor.But it was FUN definitely!i carn recall how long ago we played together!not counting the kiap kiap sessions that we had!(i believe i loss count of those!xD)

had been working lesser..cos i seriously hate working with those people lahh! making use of you, need people then try to act nice lor. but i dun care lahh, since all of u also have the mentality to resign why not we just screw up this company!it's not anyone loss wad...kns work now is really sian lor...people can slack all they want, but u as part timer need to work the whole hell out of yourself!is that even fair lah..u are human so are we!when i'm working i'm counting down to the number of days/hours i have to work with these people lor...SIAN TOTALLY!

1month14days to xiang xiang's wu fa wu tian concert!!!!woohoo~~!

2010-03-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

one month since i last updated my blog!

hmm...it's 106am now...and i should be sleeping already cos there's work at 3pm later..AND i'm still sick!have been down with fever and cough since tuesday!never felt so down b4 lor..really hate being sick!actually wanted to go down to bugis on my own to catch some soft toys back!but felt sick so all plans are gone..DAMN this week...but i'm really looking forward to this coming sunday!1stly it's a meet up with the pandan pri peeps and ALSO WRESTLEMANIA~! hope that my cough will recover by then and i can eat many many!!hahahaha and also enjoy wrestlemania 26!i wan my cena to win back his belonging WWE title,john morrison and r-truth to win unified tag champs,edge to win world heavyweight champ!and not forgetting rey to win his match against CM punk(so as to not join the SES!yikes)

anw!i carn wait for 22 may to come! cus i'm going to see xiang xiang on that day!his concert!and i'm attending it!1st concert of my life~~!yipee!!carn wait liao!hahhahaha!(:

2010-02-22T01:52:00.002+08:00

i tink i shld like slp pretty soon liaos..cos later got exam ahh...and need wake up early...but then i suddenly miss xiang xiang da ge...so decided to blog...i'm still thinking if i shld buy hai pai tian xin de dvd got 23eps lehh....like nice leh!!BUT!!!!super ex lehh i tink i spent ard 200 if i buy this dvd on show le...sooooo i'm still considering lahh

i'm really wondering when is xiang xiang coming to sg lor....soooooooo long nv see him liao!i wanna see him DANCE!damn shuai de!xD

2010-02-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

1stly i would like to wish my readers,GONG XI FA CAI!and HONG BAO NA LAI!xD (**just KIDDING**) and so qiao!happy valentines day to those with your love ones!

damn sians cos gonna work like in 9 more hours!but nvm lahh cos got double pay mahh!whee~~i tink i'm gonna slp like SOON?cos today wake up at 6am!and worked at 7am!almost late lor..haha..hope later wont overslp or wad lor..if not no mood to work sia...JIAYOU to those working!C:

2010-02-07T01:44:00.002+08:00

work was fucked up today...damn sians..dun wanna say anything abt it..anw i saw zheng yuan chang today...he was having his autograph session at jp1 center stage..went there during my break time..1stly is to buy my food then sunbian see if he is still there anot. saw him though....BUT was a little disappointed lahh cos not very shuai lehh..HAHAH...then i was thinking when will lzx come to sg lehh...but i tink he will be coming to sg soon bahh...since he might be involved in the omy e music awards...yay!then hor zheng yuan chang's fans quite little nia...imagine jp1 so small lehh..then the fans are not enough to fill up the space lor!even JJ lin got more fans..and somemore when i was walking pass there at ard 1130 like that i only saw 3 fans there queuing up...like SO LITTLE lah!

anw as always..i'm gonna post a pic at the end of the post!(:

loves..C:

2010-02-01T09:42:00.002+08:00

walaos..for my ihp need to think for a project on my own..then somemore the supervisor like crap lah!springboard told me her email was ***2@np.edu.sg.... so i had to email her to ask her when she is free . so after a few mins i went to check on my mail again...i recieve a msg!saying that the user does not exist!-.-" so i'm suppose to contact her by?!! ended up going to staff search function on np student web..managed to find her by her name!walaos...is ***3@np.edu.sg lor..carn believe the one who gave the wrong info lah....then i kena scolded for meeting only THEN!like is my fault...carn contact her thru email leh!nvm...then i got to meet her mah on last friday. was late then this is my fault..yes! and then met her she said i got to think about a project on my own...so i was not able to give her an ans mah...then she said FOR TWO WEEKS ALR AND YOU HAVE NOT GOT A TOPIC?! i was like erm yah...-.- screw that morning and afternoon lor!she gave me a deadline saying i have to submit project outline and TOR by this coming friday...SIAO!no topic no everything..cny coming..wahhh!screw everything!but anyway!!after so many bad things that happen...i finally got to see my "god" parents!whee~!ahahaha!self proclaim de lah!my beloved customers!always no chance to see them..then finally saw them!damn happy de lah!yay!~

finally got a rest on sunday!this week is like study study study,THEN WORK WORK WORK..jiayous lor!

STRESSED UP!~

2010-01-17T02:28:00.002+08:00

hais..too many dumb and stupid things suddenly come bombing me at the same time..supposed to be aslp now cos I AM WORKING 11AM TMR!but yet i carn cos i needa chiong for my ecad assignment...other than that i still am pissed over wad happened today that i jus found out...super duper upset abt it and the thought of might as well just quit CAME TO ME again...suck lahh!maybe it's just my life or wad...super sians now and stress!and i carn emphasize on how stress i am now!damn sians...dun feel like doing anything and just go slp!but i know i carn...so many things waiting to be done...alright i tink i shall STOP ranting and continue with my work alr..bye!shall update whenever i feel like it.

anw!pls support his newest album!羅生門!羅seven!thanks!

羅生門

2009-12-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

羅志祥最新專輯「羅生門」 ♥暫時確定專輯名稱的確是「羅生門」

12/23會錄百分百聽證會 12/24會錄豬哥會社 ♥聽說在12月21/22開始預購兩個版本

2009-11-14T11:01:00.004+08:00

ytd was a day i definitely will not forget...omg lahh!ytd morning went to marigold's warehouse....on the way we met many different obstacles!1st we didnt route out how to reach that place and we are not quite familiar with the area as well. so we had a hard time trying to figure out with bus shld we take and when to alight.after much running and boarding/alighting of buses, we got up a bus 62 which we(vinson, clement,weiwen, edison and me) almost died in...omg..the bus stopped at the bus stop...stationary!then suddenly there was a big force coming from behind.AND we were sitting at the back row and 2nd last row.WOW..the 'glass' behind shattered and the advertisement placed behind the bus dropped!lorry's container banged into the other side of the bus........damn heng that the lorry hit the other side..if not............

after that we quickly alighted the bus despite the bus captain told us not to..i tink we only tio a bit of sprain when the bus moved suddenly...neck pain ah!
okay okay dun talk abt it liaos.After the accident we went to take a cab. to only found out that we actually missed the bus stop!-.-
anw we managed to get the details and stuff...after that we took 151 back to np and then transfer another bus to clementi then mrt-ed to boonlay for lunch!after that head to work...that's all!

more additions!

2009-11-12T20:56:00.006+08:00

well well...went around to catch more soft toys..

then managed to catch one melody for liyi on monday!
spend quite sometime there and was heng to tio FATE!
if not i tink i might spend more $$ there!
here's a picture of it!
pink melody!
then stopped catching for the rest of the days until thursday!
went out with elder sis!
but then before meeting up my sis i was with liyi and j'taime.
went to eat lunch at yoshinoya
then go bugis street cos liyi wanna get a new bag.
after that we went to iluma's arcade
managed to catch one teddy for jtaime after some time!
then liyi caught hers on her own!
pictures will be on fb or liyi 's blog i supposed.
then after awhile liyi and j'taime went back to sch for cca.
my sis and i then went to marina's STAGE PRIZE!
each of us caught a STITCH.(can walk de!xD)
this is mine!(:
this belongs to my sis!
we both caught liao then damn happy!wahaha!
actually wanted to go suntec de arcade de
but due to APEC ahh..then need walk very far..
so we decided to go home early lor!
but was damn fruitful!((:

new HOBBY!(:

2009-11-05T22:18:00.005+08:00

hahaha..has been addicted to catching soft toy ever since school started!(:

many many stitch caught!
I'M SO LOVING IT!
haha...managed to catch a BIG one at jp's arcade...damn heng on that day!

damn cute and cuddly lah!xD
AND all these too!

many many!Last but not the least
walking stitch!

LOVED all these and of course not forgetting my elder sis for her effort and money!
AND accompanying me to go many places to play!(:

2009-09-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

i somehow realised that not all things can be forgotten so easily..some memories are bound to your heart forever, while some might say if they have been to a place with their special one that place will definitely leave unforgetable memories...while all these are being said, some ppl tends to tink that leaving those memories are easy....if u can why carn others? well...u are u!different ppl react differently...i pity u! jus cos u change doesnt mean the whole world has to revolve around u....work is work...personal things aside man...if u thing bringing on personal feelings to work is freaking cool?! jus RE-think about it lahh...

alright i shall set my mood on a lighter tone man!hahas!been soooo damn tired lahh...after chalet was like omg i can finally SLEEP...but didnt get to slp long enough...LOL...though it was LONG alr lahh...heng there wasnt work on thursday!if not i sure die liaos!but then working on a friday night wasnt cool at all either!cos it WAS supposed to be busy!and if it really was, then i'm dead as well!but heng lahh..it wasnt!but then doing closing on every working day is a KILLER!imagine doing the SAME things repeatedly...omg! -.- next week schedule is damn shitty...work work work....no work = no pay...work little = little pay...some ppl jus slack thru the 1/2 hr today and managed to get his "OT"!damn it ahhh...unfair lor.slackers get the money!this sucks!but i'm gonna admit that i din do much today lahh...but duty wise i still did my part....(: gonna jiayou and REN!!!grrr!

2009-09-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

is off to class chalet!hope to be back with pics to update my blog!(:

2009-08-28T22:07:00.004+08:00

27th july! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIPLE H!xD (belated!)

31st august! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF HARDY!(in advance)hope u will someday be back in wwe smackdown and get back wad is rightfully yours!

last but not least ahh!zax wang ren fu!(my ex-idol!heh!) 28th august!TODAY!

that's all...lazy to blog..exams ended but still as lazy as always!haha!lazing ard at home!shall update when i feel like it!(:

2009-07-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

happy birthday luo zhi xiang!~ ((:

may you be as HOT as always and 小人请走开!!

2009-07-24T23:39:00.007+08:00

back for updates!

this week has practically been doing assignments ahh...kinda stressed up though!cos when one assignment is done the other one will come!now i'm done with db and ooad1..so left with ebf assignment and safety at work's presentation to do!

wednesday was a FUN FUN DAY!finally managed to play netball again!whee!~damn miss the feeling playing netball lahh..it made me think back of wad happened last time when we keep thinking netball is boring and stuff...and NOW!i'm missing it!aww~!played street netball with super strong team mates![shilin,isham,kevin,susanti and mich!] we topped the table for our grp!yays!

thursday!most of us need to wake up earlier to be in sch by 845!haha!and i was late by a few minutes..hehe!met up early cos we need to go singtel @ bukit timah. the journey there was fun though sleepy!bus driver overshot and brought us to somewhere else...bomb factory i heard!LOL...so paiseh when the ppl there keep looking into the bus!haha!after the trip to singtel is presentation for db...a bit cui ahh...kena asked quite alot by chia...then after that jiu stayed at e-square there to do the queries that she asked each of us to do....then i went to meet my team mates for street netball for the 2nd matches!won all but lost to the usuals!was a tight match till we had sudden death[whereby 1st team to score 3 goals win]..i guess they all were tired from all the matches!by u guys fought hard!NICE GAME ALL!~so we got 2nd and a medal!(: my 1st medal in ngee ann!hahas!happy happy! oh yahh b4 i 4get!!MVP OF THE GAME!KEVIN LIM!LOL!

AND.. we have this WT lecturer that likes to take pic**with many pose!**lets take a look!!

from this! TO THIS!

AND FROM THIS TO...........THIS!

CLASSIC RIGHT!!haha...last by not least whole group photo for those who went!

2009-07-09T13:40:00.004+08:00

hello!readers!has been a long time since i last updated my BLOG...thousands of things has happened and will always be in my mind.Wont blog out alot of things cos currently am not in the mood and no time to type things up!but i wont close down this blog of as yet!(:

currently waiting for db class to start cos WT ended early!yay!and also got back papers last week and this week!can do better but then some of the paper's result are not expected ahh de marks!tot will fail db or ooad1!but nv!heng ah...hahas...

anyways i realise superstar's dogs are very very CUTE!

2009-05-05T13:37:00.006+08:00

me trying to get into the pic!LOL

june's

my meal at ichiban b4 i start work at sakae!-.-"

coke float with the ice cream coming out lahh...lousy svr crew!

eating the cupcake made by mich!

cheechin with her 'c' FOR CUPCAKE!~and of cus our drinks at rockery

this was taken during gina's birthday celebration cum netball gathering!up 1st SIEWHONG~!

next is my buddy(laopo)LOL...tan chee chin!

then is chua shi lin!!wee~!mich is not there so no pics of her here!

cheechin with her best fren!pikachu 4ever!~

me with doraemon!lol...at the bhg at bugis

done with most of the pics i guess...back to study le...shall update soon~!i really mean soon....

2009-04-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

i feel that wad we need is a nice talk now.......seriously...haiss...

i really hate being alone....(not as in those desperate for bgr kind just friends.)things being kept from you....though u trust her so much...hais..things are goin haywire.....arghh!~

2009-04-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

good friday!

and it wasnt good at all lor as in for me lahh!cos was still tired!and today i was almost late for work lahhhh!!wahhh..heng marisah called lor!if not then i jiu late le..but actually i woke up at 10am le lor then cos i work 1230 mahh so can still slp awhile more.....so i decided to on timer instead of setting alarm lahh...and yup!~after that the alarm rang and then i cont. slping till marisah called lor!and it was 1130 when marisah called lahh...then i answered the phone aft looking at the time!and i said to myself wah piang die le lahh and somemore my head was aching terribly!sians...then i answered the call lor....then marisah say still slping?then i say: yah..argh~! then blah blah blahh.......AND public holidays library and cc not open lor...so meaning carn go toilet when wanna go lahh...then jiu gotta ren!!so i only went toilet with fen ni during break lor..work was busy busyy...kinda expected actually..and tmr sure also will like that de bahh i tink...and today supposed to work till 10 de...meaning no nid do closing de lahh...then ended up work till 1030...actually can work till 11 de lahh but i dun wan due to some reason lor...make me angry nia...argh!!!!but nvm who cares lahh!eeyer!hmm...tmr gotta work 11 le...off day is next tuesday hope can go out with sec sch mates arhhh.....pls pls...make it available!!!might upload pics when i send my phone for repair again....usb connector keep on spoil arhh...irritating!!argh...will update soon again...

2009-04-08T02:38:00.002+08:00

now that things happen...it makes me dread work even more...and from now on wadever u say i really dunno how to reply!if doing anything is wrong...that makes doing nth even more wrong...i really had enough...really!!i could still rmb how we said wad are the things we hated!and now..it has happen again..i really dunno wad to do...and if me telling other that i dunno wad happen to you means a lie...and letting him tell you things thru his own mouth wrong!....if that is wad u really feel...that yah!i lied!i'm a liar!~i really had enough le lor! suan le....

被当成替代品的感受一直反反复复的回来。。我真的放弃了

2009-04-05T02:14:00.002+08:00

wahh....i really dunno dunno lahh...all the more u dun tell me all the more i will tink(wrongly i tink)......well, if things that i did make u not happy tell me lahh..cos i sometimes will also tell you why i not happy with you abt sth de mah!now is u dun wan tell me leh..and is like since u dun wan say then there's nth more i can say le...

today work was zzzzz~!cos i very tired/sleepy ahh...nv slp early mahh then jiu wake up late!somemore work morning lehh!but heng lah reached there still got time...but was super difficult to work lor...things are like nv ending!then super not enough time to finish opening duty...i kinda like only wake up officially when packing delivery lor....my mind like still sleeping de..then jiu work work work...go bank then help full timers to buy food...then had my own break at 4...slack slack slack......till 630 lor...and thanks june for sheltering me back to outlet ahhh....super nice~!hmms...then start work that time jiu quite happy le also dunno why leh..AND AND...today's customers alll super nice de lorrrr...then 1st time i work ah i smile smile to ALL cust!hahas...today only closing duties like weird weird de...and i realised i keep work till 1030 then today 11....but is not i gu yi one lehh is i do my own duties then jiu 1015 le..then i asked trace then she say help the rest with duty lor then work till 1030...then i jiu work de....really not gu yi one...and i got do hao hao my duties also....i really hope things can be settled ahh..so that work jiu work so pek chek!

shilin!thanks alot man!(:

2009-03-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

wah....so bored lahhh!!like nth to do lor then today and tmr is my off day lor...super bored lahhh~!like cos marisah nv ask me for my schedule lor!which she claimed she did...YAH lahh!i dunno ahh...then super sians lahh slept quite long today lor cos was super tired!then phone was like lying there slping as well cos it was kinda quiet lor!okay nvm!but anyways had my rest today and tmr is like going out with trace fen ni and ah haw lor...go sing K...like so weird LAHHH....but if like nv go also bored to death at home lor.

had been watching shows which made me super addicted to them lor!esp wwe!LOL....and cos of watching wwe,i got to know john cena lahh!as in i know him(but he dunno me lahh!~LOL)then went to watch 12 rounds with june ytd at vivo!sooooo SHUAI!~aww~hahahs but his hand really big lor then the phone in his hands like sooooo tiny~hahas..oh and b4 the show we went to eat sakae at clementi(city vibe)~bianca was working there lor..she lied to me saying she work at 5!hahas..then she explained saying that got ppl mc lahh so she had to take over lor...then we ate ALOT ALOT lor!wahhh..and even order taru sake lahh...then i kinda like bu xi guan lor...nv drink b4 mahh..hahas...then so not fair lahhhh!!the part time there can do cashiering de lor!!!hais...NOT FAIR!!hmm...bill was close to 100!wow!~1st time hua money till like that lor...but nvm lahh..whole week quite bad mood lor...ppl skip work to go out...nv call outlet jiu suan le..next day still dare talk alot....arghh...then really cut cost till like siao..wed also lack of staff,thursday got unknown crowd!so everyone was like kinda half dead le lor..saturday was still okay lahh not alot of cust.duties all still nid to do PROPERLY even though we are all tired~luckily trace got help us do lor....as in top the things lahh if not will hai her go home even later!yup...so now work is like rush this and rush that....faster faster....and doing the SAME things over and over again......hais.....new jobs intro anyone????

lies and lies....how much more must i get from u?!i dunno why i'm saying this but it seems that i carn hold much longer...

2009-03-21T16:07:00.002+08:00

woot!sry for the lack of updates...):

has been super workaholic these few weeks...AND sleeeeeeping at a late late time ever since sch break started!results out ytd...quite expected anyway..gpa dropped like it was freeee~!but quite expected de so didnt feel quite bad abt it..pass then i happy le...

work was SUPERRRRRR tiring lahhh...cos now must cut cost so carn hav many staff working...then when little staff are working, accident happens!and this time i was the one who kena....)): burnt my hand with superb hot sukiyaki soup lor....happened one week ago but now still black black!hais..and eversince that no runner for me le lor..do service then let customers see...they comment abt it..made me feel super bad...it's not sth i wanted lor...then kinda guilty lahh..hais..work seriously made me sad...MANY things happen at work made me keep cry cry..i keep ren ren ren..then till one point of time carn ren le jiu burst!!haisss...who can listen to me......

2009-02-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

finally the stress load is gone!now i dun even wanna tink of the results mann...today was alright lah i mean after the exam...most of us went to eat at makan place!then after eating some left 1st lor..nth much though..no where to go and was tired so ended up heading home..aft jf daph and clement alighted xuele and i chatted for awhile until we reached our stop and went on separate ways...when reached home jiu fb!then went to take a nap as i was super super tired!!and now i'm still looking for nice skin for my blog....most prob sth orange in colour...hahas!

gonna work tmr night...sians...i feel that sth is missing...
我不想每次都被当成替代品...

tags to reply:

k-->yahh last time i'm sushi packer ah then switched to service crew after contract ended!sushi packer is pack delivery de lor....super nice to earn lor the money...nth to do jiu stand there nia!xD

cheechin-->i lazy upload photo lahh..somemore was busy with exam mahh...but will upload them soon okays...dun sooo angry lah!oh!wad song u toking abt?LOLs!

shilin-->u still got wad pics with u??

2009-02-25T00:07:00.002+08:00

short post here...

seriously dun like wad has been happening these few days...seriously sucks and i dunno why dun wanna name it out as well...last paper soon...hope can do well...just a pass will make me happy le..pls pls!

dad pls get well okay.......

2009-02-15T22:26:00.005+08:00

super excited and looking forward to this day to come lahh!met up with my netball clique!(shilin,siewhong,cheechin and mich!)WOW how we miss those times we have been thru and the times we played netball tgt!so the 1st stop was at jurong east coffee shop where we always went there to have ban mian!portion got smaller but still quite nice ah...couldnt finish the portion lor..kinda full...hmm..then chat for long ahh..cos so long nv meet up le..talked abt studies,frens and life!

then next we went to lot1....wanted to go jurong east entertainment center but was closed FOR AGES le lahh..so went there de arcade there de neoprint machine and take "neoprint"!lol....credits all to CHEECHIN!she took the time to edit all the pics and upload it to facebook for the rest to kope!LOL...welll...seriously miss those times together sia...we then went to suntec or marina de arcade to play the "UFO catcher" de machine....then we saw one machine ahh the toys like wanna drop le..so we went to play lor...spend a few dollars there then i got two stitch!then the rest got one cookie monster, 2 banana skins and one cute cute de i dunno wad..

then aft that we went to play at the arcade...played bball,spot the diff and cooking master!after that jiu ate at asian kitchen while sl need to go le...then aft that we all went home le lor...tiring day but was definitely worth it!i'm looking forward to saturday!!woohoo!

2009-02-14T23:27:00.001+08:00

was bored at home with nth to do at night so i did this...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

AND LASTLY happy valentines to all readers((:
more updates soon...

2009-02-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

went to sch just for the early class...actually no mood to go de esp when the module is NF...super sians...and i felt super distracted in class cos i was super slpy!and i swear this sleepy attitude will last me for dunno how long more....so if my sucky sleepy attitude offended u or wad i apologise in advance 1st...well aft sch went to jp to eat lunch with jtaime,jingfen,clement,liyi,brian,weiwen and shafiq...went to kopitiam then took me long to decide wad to eat cos was kinda sians with the food there...so ended up eating the korean food!then chatted while eating...after that some went off while the rest go shopping for clement's ________(u name it) LOL...yupp...then aft some time at ard 5 plus we went off our own way..

and me of cus went to work...was super tired lahhh...actually wanted to slp straight aft lunch de..but like kinda sians ahh and i would choose to be with my classmates now..well...and some reasons lahhh..yup!then slept till 540 like that went to change and then started work with that superb tired look...was runner...then blah blah blahh.....nth much for me to talk abt...just that i'm SUPER PISSED off with that someone who wouldnt read my blog!some times i really hope u would just care abt your own things and DUN GEI KIANG!!u full timer so WAD!?!!?i wouldnt give a damn to it lahh....make me angry EVERYTIME!!ma de lahh!if u ever think that's very fun!!i'll try it on u....and u will know how fun it is!!sucker!!!and let me tell u that there is a limit to everyone's tolerance level one hor!!and i ren u for VERY long alr!!dun make me more pissed!if not u wouldnt know wad i will do to u!!

some people just need to know their limits!

sick of it

2009-02-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

well...actually i'm not planning to blog de..cos very tired and sians of wad had been happenning..cos things kept repeating and i could do nth abt it!how shit could life been!super sians lahh i really hate wad happened these few days. i have been trying to tell myself when the worse come,wad comes aft it will definitely be better.but then life seems different!though wad i always predict comes true..and very true indeed!but the outcome is always different from wad i wished it would be.and now that i have been very very sick of it, i'll try to just get over it when possible lahh..

no sch today....so went out with jingfen,liyi,jtaime,clement,daphne,weiwen and shaun.went to the cathay to watch all's well end's well 2009....nice show to watch.i would recommend anyone who wants to have a good laugh to go watch this movie..then after the movie we all went to walk walk...walk till heeren and window shopped alittle..then gotta go work le...sians...

hais...i really do not want to work on tuesdays anymore...serious BORED....not because there's no cust. just that i dun like the feeling lahhh.And then halfway thru work the pain started again...made me feel like going to vomit..managed to hold it for awhile...but aft some time...there's this feeling which made me felt @#!@!#@ well...i dunno how to describe it now...then went to toilet to puke...seriously!the feeling was arghhh!i hope tmr i wont feel the same way again!closing duties sucks man!dun wished to talk more le...go slp already....

disappointed

2009-02-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

oh man....i dunno wad happened to me today...was super tired lahh and school was like zzzZZz for me man!super duper tired and then i rmb went 154 reached SIM ahh...i tot i missed my stop cos i was like slping all the way!hahas...but luckily i didnt miss my stop....NF was super boring as usual!and i carn believe mr *wadever u call him cos i carn rmb* actually said to let us go 1/2 an hr early for our break...then ended up he released us 10 mins aft our break started!><" oh anyway..it's kinda expected lahh cos he so stingy de..let us go home 5 mins earlier only then expect us to be super grateful to him...siao!then if like that then we need to craft mr lim's face and bai him everyday lahh!hahas~then after that went for oop awhile..then zao to jp with weiwen,clement,liyi and jingfen..chat at mac awhile till 4++ then i go work then the rest go home.

work still alright lahh..just that recently got things happen then make me work that time a bit xin ku....and it has been happening quite frequently esp during evening....and yah...was disappointed in some things that happened today...marisah asked me wad thing...i dun wanna say out....not even to anyone...seriously man...AND i tink i saw sth that i shouldnt be seeing today!!!oh no~!

what the point of it?

2009-02-03T09:34:00.002+08:00

these few days was like super fast moving and busy lahh...soooo tired!~but it's okay...just now i wont have so much time to blog alr...so will update this blog whenever i have the time to...so stay tune!((:

some things are hard to let go esp when u keep trying!

2009-01-28T00:03:00.002+08:00

woah...super long nv blog alr lahh!~and cny has alr started!oh oh and i realised that everyday like got rain like that lor...super cooling!!make me dun wanna wake up for sch today!and plus those days that i have to work...is like extra tiring!cos BUSY BUSY!like for example my schedule say i can go home at 10...then usually will do till 1030 like that lor!and work work work....equals to lesser sleeping time )x

hmm...cny hasnt been very fun as compared to last couple of years lahh...went to visit father's side of the relative lor...then cos every year we go at different time de thus wont get so many ang bao...but nvm lahh...super long nv see ahma alr...so stayed there and chat...then went home=slp...was super super tired!as chu yi outlet nv open thus it was rest day for many of them!chu er i spent my whole day at home.watched shows online!and more slping time!then the next day which is today!have to go sch!!!!so sians~!today sch kinda bored sial...make me wanna slp!!but carn!luckily mr lim ended class early then aft that went out with jingfen,liyi,clement and weiwen go arcade at jp...they played basketball LOL!then i had to leave early cos of work..

i really havent been enjoying work these few days cos everytime i do sth...sure kena say/scolding!like wth can...but yah...over le...shall leave every sad things there!!!and ytd was worst cos there's dinner buffet lahh..SO BUSY CAN!!then i tot tonight also have sia...then i went to ask customers to choose between buffet or ala-carte...but luckily all chose ala'carte....heng ah...but after ytd's runner!!i have been having headache lahh...it's on and off lor...then today ah beng RUN AWAY again!!!then no one washed the dishes lahhh...keep stack stack...then bo bian...then end up bianca did the dishes...with some ppl help lorrr...hmm..then heng the supervisor for the dishwasher came....yays...then faster do duties jiu go home...was super tired lahhh...

i dun get your point for doing all this...

2009-01-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

class outing today...19 of us went!only liyi and j'taime nv go...but they have their reasons de lahhh and i believe they really will like to join us...well..went to plaza sing straight after sch lah!then dinner-ed at mac there again!like ate there not too long ago lor..hmm..then after awhile nid to go to The Cathay le...went to collect the tickets and stuff....waited for the rest to come then jiu went into the theater...oh man!i really like watching movie with the class lahh...i've got this super nice feeling abt it from the start....aww~!anyways we watched Love Matters..not as nice as wad we expect but still quite okay lorrr..i shan't talk anything abt the movie to be a spoiler!hahas...anyways i kinda enjoyed myself today...yay!

2009-01-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

didnt know wad to blog....LOL!~

hmm...busy busy last week!cos of upcoming assignments and work..it's like out of five modules(including IAC and 1COMT) there's 4 with assignment!the only one tat doesnt is NF!oh how great man...and CNY is coming alr...it's just like 7 days away!and till now it seems that ALOT ALOT of things are left undone...and work has been extremely tiring since they started cutting labour cost!lesser ppl to work means those who are working have to work doubly HARD!and out of soooo many days....i have been asked to stay till 1030!super sad lahh...have to do runner,belt,chopstick menu and sometimes even have to help do the rest that ppl didnt do(which they are supposed to!)..ya..so that's like wad happened forthe past few days...

tired tired....i tried to tolerate but sometimes when u start to bottle things up too much...it's better to leave...舍不得也是有要离开的一天！当你已经发现你自己变了。。已经太迟了！

2009-01-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

finally updating!hahas!xD
actually wanted to update a few days ago but lazy!thus nv update lor.....i'll try to recap wad happened a few days back alright..haha

well monday was my 18th birthday lahh..was super happy even though got work..hahas..some asked me why i wanna work even on my own birthday lah!must go enjoy one mah but nvm lahh..after work went to eat with THEM!(trace,fen ni,ah zhong,ah hao,ya qi and JUNE!)wah then they sing "happy birthday" song in MAC lahh...so loud!make me super paiseh!AND AND they called me AH HOON!!!ahhhh~!so no face!LOL....AND now i can officially but cigarettes(not that i smoke lah!)and also alcoholic drinks!woohoo!oh and i forgot sth impt!must thanks those who gave me presents and wished me happy birthday!and to be truthful ahh...for some ppl i dun have your contacts le lor...so even if u wish me happy birthday i also dunno who u are!xp hahas...paiseh cos i lost my phone last year mahh so all the contacts gone le....anyway really appreciated those who rmb-ed!

tuesday had IS lor.....super sians one lahh!1st was COMT..some of them had the 2 min speech tat day!and brian was the 1st lor...wahahaha..so funny lah his speech i din know jay chou plays metal music!oh and my turn is next week...so sians!hmm..then had IAC lor!more boring and sians!but luckily that day was presentation and do the discussion board thingy only...then went home le i tink....

wednesday i forgot le!!only rmb that was supposed to work..but was cancelled as they need to cut labour cost mah..nvm lahh...understood!((:

thursday had MU and BIS....omg...BIS again lahh super hate that lecturer de lor.....nag nag nag!!but heng that day she surprisingly is able to see that the whole class was tired thus she let us go super early!and b4 that was MU lor....then kumar say to do assignment i tink..then most of them went to play left 4 dead bahhh...then probably kumar was angry but he nv show it out bahh!dunnoe lehh but he left the class b4 11am lor....so after BIS, jingfen daphne weiwen clement and me went to jp to walk walk....walked till 530 then all go on separate ways le(but daphne left earlier)..went to work and bianca gave me choco!lol....she say is my birthday gift then actually wanted to give me the day b4 but i nv come...(lol she tot i pon work!cos that day was super busy!)yup and thats all for thurday!

friday...did OOP prac...finish very fast lor...like 1/2 an hour only..haha!1st time finish so fast lor...yup..then surfed net!then went for early break..then walked to convention center to look around at the NP OPEN house booths!then went back class for BIS...sians!but she released the class early again!heng heng lor....but then i nid go outlet to work...so went to outlet early and helped them buy drinks...super heavy lor...12 bubble teas...and got some food also...rested awhile then started work le...

ytd gotta wake up early to work!started working at 11...but scared tat i cant wake up lor...then asked mum to help me keep track of time as well..thanks mum for waking me up at 930am...did opening duties....then after awhile was busy le...then sooon i can go home le....went jp shopped awhile...then went home to slack..wanted to slp de lor..but i realised that i couldnt get to slp...then surf net till 1plus!

today no NID WORK~!so sleep sleep sleep....and need to wait for schedule to be confirmed lahhh...wait wait till evening then only know i working tmr 630-1030....yays~!i wanna change phone!!!but these few days no nice phone lor...so must wait!hmm....thinking whether to get a nds anot lehhh..if wan then nidd to save up le....cos no money mahhh...okay lahh i blog till here bah....will try to blog more!(:

*i wished that u didnt change...cos from how i see u now...u are different alr!*

2009-01-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

wil not be blogging these few days cos....lazy...but will update during the weekends!(:

i carn believe that wad i hate is happenning again...by someone who promised that it wouldnt happen...so i guess promises are meant to be broken!?oh man...forget it......

2009-01-06T00:56:00.001+08:00

probably it wasnt a good idea to tink abt it after all...

AND

let's all not look forward to sth in life?!*probably so!*

2009-01-04T23:58:00.017+08:00

happy birthday to ME!xD

hahas...my 18th birthday this year...woohoo..can do alot of things le lor!and this year de birthday is celebrated early by marisah,june,ah kit and fen ni!they celebrated 3 days in advance for me lahh...haha!june and ah kit went to the icing room at jurong point there to make the cake lahhh...omg...so touched!!then actually was a surprise de lor...then i somehow guess dao le!hehe!then at night got alot alot of duties to do lahh!then suddenly i heard marisah call fen ni!!!then after awhile call MEIYUN!!then i jiu know liao...haha...but i still appreciate wad they have done lahh...aww!so sweet of them...although ah kit wasnt there..but xin yi dao jiu hao le...the cake very cute lor!!

hahas!this is the cake!

top view!little MEI 云！LOL!

me being forced to make a wish b4 blowing the candle!hahas..no lah!joking!

see the cake and the knife!!!LOL!

ah zhong helped me to cut the cakes EVENLY!lol!then i distribute to the people there then hurry to do duties!!

the"cutted" cake!

yup...and marisah ate TWO...and before that she said she dun eat cake de lor...hahas..but she got eat and so did everyone else!so happy!thanks alot once again.....photos are from june!super thanks to JUNE!!haha.....

2009-01-04T03:14:00.002+08:00

suddenly rmb-ed that i had to update my blog...hahas..cos i rmb-ed that i said will blog at night de...but ended up i forgot...so shall blog now!

that night was fun lahhh....got surprise from june,ah kit and marisah lahh...details will be up later next week......hahas...but yahh and marisah's bike keep on spoil!!!lousy bike!faster throw away lahh..lol..at home was watching the countdown event tht was at taiwan!!so shuai lah luo zhi xiang!he only attended one event lor...then everyone was like screaming their voice out lahh...wahhh really shuai lah he...then i watched the whole show ahh...walaos...mayday give a quite disappointing performance lehh*that's how i felt lah* out of tune..then ah xin sing until zao xia~ so sad...but still i like the songs they sing!nice~!hahha watched till 4 then slp le.

hmm...today!!worked at 3!nxt week schedule out le..but i forget when i working...sians!was easier to rmb de lor...but.....aiyah nvm lahhh...next week i tink work very little only lor..so no money!$$ fly fly....i wan my pay!!!!faster come!!

waiting very very paitently for 8th of jan to come!!!!LOL....oh no school is gonna start soon.....why so soonn!!!boo~!

2009-01-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

LOL!i'm blogging at work lor!so difficult lahh cos the keyboard is on the other side,then no choice must use on screen keyboard lor..and and the comp tat i'm using is not touch screen de...so must slowly move the mouse to type out everything!hahas so fun lahh!LET'S RE-CAP wad happen for the past few days!

new year eve was like some normal day lor..except that i was happy working tat day as compared to the other days..hehes..then wanted to head out to countdown de..but june and i didn't where to go lahh!so ended up we talked on the phone past the 12 mn..and we werent the first to tell one another "happy new year!~"hahas..then we talked for like 4hrs lor and play pets society at the same time..haha wad a day!i really prefer taiwan's countdown as compared to local ones..cos the idols that i like are all there..aww~!i envy those taiwanese at times...

new year was spent at home...SLEEPING!wee~lol..my off day lahh nth to do mahh so slp lor..and those shows shown specially for new year aint entertaining at all..so might as well slp lor..hahas!nth much for me to tink abt anyway..nd i tried not to tink negative for alot of things le...and i supposed this has made me a slightly happier person?

today........SICK!arghhhh...i tink i wasn't feeling tat well since new year le lor..but it seems to have worsen la..sad lahh for this kinda things to happen during new year..): but still nid to work lehh..full somemore..not complaining lahh just that like work that time jiu very xin ku abit lor..but nvm lahh..till now still ok!now having break..ate one obbanyaki only..then no appetite to eat le..so maybe later aft work or wad jiu go get things to eat bah...if hungry lahhh...hahas!

okay anything more will update later at night..(:

2008-12-31T03:17:00.002+08:00

Gao Xiao 搞笑(CD version) - Luo Zhixiang 羅志祥

那一条牙膏

在对我傻笑嘲笑我永远用不掉

想睡就睡想闹就闹

好快乐少了人捞叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套

我忘了没人陪我通霄

要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑

才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳

边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好

当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉

我受不了

还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬

这么多年早就喜欢有你的撒娇

我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道

你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小

眼神里常常显得无聊

他习惯睡觉的床位少了一双脚

所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳

边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好

当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉

我受不了

我在搞笑却在最后眼泪拼命掉

你的离开失去多少我计算不了

忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳

对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效

唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调

我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到

你好不好

superb nice song by 罗志祥...called 搞笑....super addicted which made me buy the whole album as well....but it's worth it...(:

2008-12-29T02:22:00.001+08:00

have been looooking for nice blogskin lahh....find so long le still no nice nice de!so disappointed lor...anyways...these few weeks haven been nice lahh....quarrels and more quarrels...so sad!maybe cos i emo bahhh then start to like hmm...yah!but i'm trying hard alr yea....so i have been holding my tears for very very long time alr hor...so yup!i will be happy happy this week!(i try to...)

anyways...i tink that someone is still angry....but yahh..it's my fault lahh...tmr gonna see that someone lor...i'm just hoping maybe aft tmr she jiu would so angry with me lor....cos there are some tings that i wanna tell her de lahh but sometimes u just carn say out(or shld say carn bear to say out)...cos if say out le then will weird lahhh!and these few days during work jiu like super emotional over some matters lor...dunno why also lahhh...i tink last year also got like tat but just that i packer mahh...so wont get so emotional over these stuff...now different le lor...but aiya...dunno lahhh...but today work okay lehh...quite happy de....i trying to REN REN REN le...so probably that would make things LOOKED better bah!

have been slping very very little for the past few days...no mood slp lahhh..mum has been nagging at me alr...LOL...she wake up le then i slp....HAHAS~!but yah...so sometimes work jiu no mood like that lor...hees!today woke up early...got a missed call from outlet..i only realised it 2hrs aft they called..><" so it's like no nid call back le..but is not gu yi one lor..so yah went to eat lunch with june at bakerzin*isit spelt like this?i forgot!LOL*but yahhh..quite okay lahh the food...pasta pasta!i love the cream sauce!yum~yum!then aft gotta go work le.....almost late lor...thanks trace let me punch card 1st...lol...then runner thru out lor...quite fun lahh...hahas...and slack tooo~!hahas...AND did i forget to mention abt ytd?!ytd went to LOT1 sakae for once a week!!!!was sad at first cos tot ah wong wasnt there!but when we were abt to leave that time then he suddenly came out!!WEE~!!!hahas...then i super super happy lor....wahahha...but after awhile jiu really nid to leave le cos june nidda work...yup!thats all for the updates....

speak to me dad!pls....make me happy larrr....

2008-12-27T03:49:00.003+08:00

suddenly feel like blogging lehh...dunnoe why wanna blog lahh...but like...was browsing thru some stuff that made me think thru alot alot....i realise wad i done last time was kinda dumb lahhh!Why!Why!so duumb...but well..it's over sooooo long le....just hopes that that thing will just get outta my mind lahhh...hahhas.

i made someone angry again!!and i seriously mean AGAIN lahhhh....twice in a month!wahhh.....i'm gonna try try try to not make the person angry!but sometimes emotions are hard to control lahhh....jiayous man!!woo!

2008-12-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

it's christmas today!and i have to work!boo~!

anyways...this year christmas is definitely not one of the nicest one that i have been thru...in fact it was the worst....the serious feeling that keeps coming!the....."u are not needed" feeling...well u know how bad it feels when your manager just...........*i dun wish to say* and yahhh....sometimes u always tot the one that knows alot of things would understand....but i tink maybe even i dun even understand myself how would i wish for others to understand me?!well i guess things has ended up like this and i really do not wish to make things worst......so i guess it's set alr huh...my heart still doesnt wan to leave...but yet..everytime when i tot things would end up to be in the happy way...it always went the other way......and i always gotta think why i would get angry over this kinda things when last time actually this kinda of things happened b4!(and i didnt get angry that time!)how weird....but yah like i said.....it's set......

i really carn bear to leave! );

2008-12-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

i tot the fear was gone.....but it's back again....

i shouldnt be working today one lor....really man..cos i was soooo tired that i couldnt wake up at 1pm!yes u nv see wrongly..it's 1pm!was super tired lahhh...losing slp ovr some matters then finally things are settled then can sleep happily le but end up nid work....lol...but nvm lahh...so today i woke up late lor...then no time to eat...argh!then didnt eat till 10pm lahh....so hungry!!!work was.....happy then sad.......today's customers all weird weird one lehhh...hahas..dunno lahh...just felt that i no longer have the "feel" to work....everything seriously like so "mo sheng"...tis feeling just come so sudden lahh..make me like.....arhhhh!!i dunno how long can i still hold up everything....it's sooooo haisss...i really dunnno ahhh!

santa..pls make me happy!pls

2008-12-20T09:53:00.002+08:00

fear!the fear of things that can happen to you....this feeling has been inside me since wednesday.

the fear of not being wanted at work.
the fear of everyone working there.(they have changed!)
the fear of losing someone close.
the fear of things no longer was the same as the other time.
the far of them no longer cares abt you anymore.

all these fears keep on adding on inside me..dad would know that i was feeling this the last time.but now...i wuldnt even dare to approach him and tell him abt it.like i said things have changed.porobably i have changed too just that i did not notice it but what could have cause the change within them.now i even dreamt that my buddy acutally was the one that made me felt worst...omg......no way man!!arghh!!!

pls pls...all these please go away......

2008-12-13T00:23:00.002+08:00

wee~!Common tests finally ovr!(:

well..that's the happy thing man...woo!hmm..finally finally...i can take a short break!phew...so tired....arghh..hahas...was moody lahh cos sth unexpected happened lor...eeee!!well it kinda spoil my mood for the whole day lahh..but nvm!shall look on the brighter side yah...hahas!

work at 5 today....felt like super long nv work le lor...3 days...hahas...but was okay lahh..wasnt that busy(kinda expected)hehe!but i like the timing of 5-9...cos there's always things to do..then u are always the 1st one to leave!yay..hahas...today's customers were quite alright towards the ending part only lor...starting hor they keep on say this and that...make me a but pissed lahh....but wad they say quite true lehh(if we were in their shoes)..anyways...was shocked when i saw doreen at outlet lahh...wahh..was expecting trace de lehh...then end up become doreen..haha..but nvm..doreen quite nice lahh...

arghh...aft work then go home lor...sooo bored!!sians....i dunno wad to say to you man....arghh

2008-12-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

ahhh~!shld be studying de lor...but dunnoe why nth gets up into my head lahhh..booo~!die le lahh tmr NF paper...i'm trying had to rmb lor...but but....i'm totally not in the mood for exams....how sia...eeee~had MU CT today..then on my mind was...arghh faster end...i want to slp..LOL...seriously slpy lor..then reached home did BIS e-learning(quite crappy to have e-learning during exam week lor!)hhmm..anyways..completed it alr...so one thing off the chest le...yays...so aft tmr NF then left with OOP le...most impt de lor...cos my current grade is F...die lahhh!oh no!so that no matter wad also must chiong...must jiayou...(: same goes to ALL out there having CT now okays!JIAYOU!

2008-12-04T18:49:00.002+08:00

probably it's time to leave...even dad doesnt want me now....i dun even know the reason why he was angry with me...he doesn't want to talk abt it either...and i wont be seeing him for this whole week...so i suppose this will make him feel MUCH more better...i told him i felt bad...and now he treating me coldly,i was very bothered by it..wad he replied made me felt worst...i wouldnt wan to post it here....and now he doesnt want to talk abt it...i guess the best way now is to leave....and try to forget at wad happened there....it's hard...cos i've been there for 1 yr alr and it's my 1st job ya....i swear if dad is ever to talk to me nicely again...i will really treasure it and not take it for granted....i mean it this time...

although i told myself not to be affected by work during school time,i guess i just couldnt...ytd was still alright...but i dunno why i would be so hard today...

i really nid a shoulder......sobs...);

2008-12-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

seriously...i dunnoe wad to say...i promised dad that i would tell him wad happened...but ended up...i was dumbfounded...i kept quiet the whole day....i felt weird...awkward..and totally no sense of belonging there....the feeling was seriously terrible...i told dad that i couldn't take it.....thus ended up...i went to the toilet and stayed there....for ard 10 mins....then i went back...telling myself not to tink too much abt anything lahh!but then i ended up getting upset...told dad abt it...and i guess he tried to make me feel better lahh...but still i was emo!hais...lilian auntie asked me...meiyun...why u keep frowning?then today like nv talk de....hmm then i reply lor...say:huh nth lahh...just not in the mood to talk lor...i was having mixed feelings all the way lah...dunno how to express thus kept quiet..even kenny asked me...say that time he quiet quiet then i say him..then just now he say me lah...walaos....haiyo.....super tiring!but anyways...exams coming le...so dun tink will be working alot this week...and next week!BOOO!~hais....

dad doesn't want to see me at all!):

2008-11-30T01:12:00.002+08:00

more more emo post...

hais...have been working....AGAIN...lol...shld be good...cos work means more money!but dunnoe why lahhh!i keep on feel sad over some stuff that happened lahh...and i must say,i did try to be not so emotional..and i did lahh..but over some time..it seems that nth will change even if my mood is good..but anyways...i feel that it is of cus nice to be happy!i just dunnoe wad made me so sad...sometimes it is just those small things that happened to make me super sad...just one thing is sufficient to make me upset for the day...so no need to mention abt the bad things that happened the whole day!well...some things are so hard to say even on my own blog...probably i just do not have the guts to say out lahh....hais.....two more days of work till my exams.....treasure....

2008-11-26T09:30:00.003+08:00

i dun wan to go tradehub to work today!!!boo~~!arghh....so hate that feeling lahhhh....wah paings...somemore stay till 1030 sia!but heng lahhh suppose to be working there for like wednesday thursday and sunday morning...but end up only work there one day.....weee~super thanks to marisah!hahas...hmm...TIRED!!!super sleepy lahh then later still got OOP ca sial...sians!the worst part is that it is a closed book test lor!hais....die le lahhh...must study must study....jiayous all and good luck to ALL later!!(:

2008-11-23T22:30:00.006+08:00

alright happy things FIRST....

these few days i have been hinking abt alot of things....at the same time trying to keep myself more motivated to work of cus...havent been happy with work for the last few days....hmmm...but ever since i tried thinking of sth......i felt super motivated....wooo~!and i haven't been folding balloons for some time....and then today there's a customer who just happened to see me folding the balloons...and somehow she told trace that she also knew how to fold the balloons...but is interested to know how to fold a lollipop!then trace wants me to demo in front of her lahh...lol....i noob only lor....there are others who are more pro than me de lahh...why ask me to demo...-_-" but anyways...was asked to go there and demo...and i did....was super duper nervous...and then blah blah blah....but ended up she taught me MORE than wad i demo for her lahh...lol....learnt alot!!!

a heart and two parrots!done by the customer!

FLOWER!a~so nice lahhh....
there are still more....but i didnt take pictures of them....lol....now i hope i wont forget how to fold them...hahas....

AND here comes all the saddening part!hais....walaos....I DUN WANNA GO TRADEHUB AND WORK!!!if like that then i rather not work lahhh....people wanna work then u all keep put us go other outlet...then all those full timers all can stay at own outlet....NOT FAIR LAHH...three days somemore...HAIS...pls do sth lahhhh...DAD!!!!!!arghhhh

i chose to listen to what other ppl say...maybe i'm the one that is thinkin too much or wad...i dunnoe...but when u said he wasnt there anymore....i told myself....believe u!honestly...but what happened for the past few days...i told myself again....was i wrong to believe....and things starts to get MORE disappointing everytime i tried to be positive and tell myself to be happy during work...seriously i really dunnoe wad to do....ARGHHH!

everyone has a limit on how much he/she can give....i'm sure of that.....

2008-11-18T00:13:00.006+08:00

i'm sry to made my grandma get so worried abt me on saturday....hais...was upset over some stuff...which kinda spoil my grandma's birthday celebration...she got worried abt me during her birthday....how wrong can i be...i shld at least pretend to smile and be happy during those short period of time...sorry grandma to have made u worry abt me....): i promise to stay happy alright...i'll try to...

hmm...time flies...and i'm just two more days away frm my FULL ONE YR at sakae.....wow....1st job and i lasted thru it sooo long...three months of packer and 7 months of service...yays.....and i'm not working on the 20th!wee~!more breaks for me...super tired....dunno why...probably due to me myself...not mentally strong....didnt have those long breaks like the rest did...and worked myself thru thosse holidays...but it's all right...i felt all of those kinda worth it...even though i always complain this and that during work time...

new week for sch and.....i still dunno how to address my NF lecturer!LOL...week 6 alr lorrr...hahas...and i also dun call him neither will i even listen during his class lahh...lol....hmmm...but my classmates are fun!..yays....hope that this week will be FUN FUN FUN!(:

thanks dad for everything

2008-11-15T13:02:00.002+08:00

like i said...it's my wrong..and if even if u feel that i've become weird...i can tell u straight in the face....i did not become weird due to that okay!!is just that these few days i seriously dun feel like talking much....i'm tired alr....if u know how i felt through all these stuff tat i'm seriously in...u wouldnt feeel the way u are feelin now lahh..it's because i dun say all these stuff...so wad's wrong with me saying that u feel jealous...if it's nth then it's nth...but if wad i said hurt u....just say out mine as well...fair trade!!like wad u always like to do...and doing runner is not wad i wan lahhh...marisah asked me if i ok with doing runner...i said NO!let june be....cos i dun like being runner lahh...hais...i guess now no matter wad i say...it doesnt matter to u anymore....

fucking sick lahh..argh!!!!!

2008-11-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

wad the hell.....i seriously am lost this time...dunno wad to do....well...it's my fault for saying out....thats obvious...but seriously since u said u and him were zi xin frens...then why bother so much....if it really bothers u then I'M SORRY....cos i bet if it was u....being DAO out of no reasons...and esp INNOCENT..u would feel qi guai also one wad...help ppl buy things and now being dao-ed..and if helping ppl to get stuff/food is wrong...i dun see the reason helping the rest either..and obviously if ppl ask u to help them buy thing and u are having a LONG 2 hrs break....rejecting them is like heartless lahh...aiya....wadever the case...if u dun wanna talk to me anymore i also have nth to say...cos it's your choice....i do not wish to worsen this anymore...

2008-11-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

wow....it has been long since i last blogged lahh...havent been free to blog..was tied down by WORK...arghh....seriously..i guess i'm bored working there alr....soon to be one full year working at sakae...time really flies fast huh!i could rmb last yr ard this time we(shilin,cheechin and me) were still looking forward to work at sakae...but ever since we started working..with different schedules and cheechin at different outlet...it seems kinda bored...but well...it seems that i have made a new fren there since dunnoe when....JUNE KOH!she started work 10days later than me...lol...we have been hanging out quite often since then...esp during the holidays...went out tgt...went to 56's autograph session tgt...WOW...lol...but i guess ever since sth happened(which i forgotten wad was it...)it seems to drift us apart abit..hmm..that is wad it seems lahhh..dunnoe lahh....

work:
BORED BORED BORED!cos everytime aft sch...the 1st thing that i had to do was to rush down to frontier to work!walaos...and the crowd has been coming in at a weird timing...there's always crowd coming inat 9.10pm kinda time when last order is at 930....boo!!!but wadever the case...nth is as bad as working with karen and bianca....both of them super duper proud...and arrogant...seriously hate working with them lahhh...hais....just gotta hope tat tmr will be a better day aft today(cos today is my off day!FINALLY!) and June will be working too...wee~!

school:
kinda sians during lesson time though...cos like nth to talk..then somemore tired...arghh....trying very hard to understand NF and BIS lahh...but i tink the more i try...the worst i can absorb....walaos....die le lahh..assignments all popping out le...more stressful alr...ahhh~!!!

sometimes i just dun feel like talking...
DAD!DAD!

2008-10-31T23:42:00.002+08:00

hais....sometimes i really ask myself...why am i missing out all the fun that my class people are having and then have to work myself at sakae to torture myself?probably was due to the money that i need to spend....i realised that ever since that i started working...i have been spending alot alot alot.....and have to work to cover wad i spend for the previous month....and due to some suay-ness that i had...i had to get another phone for my careless act...hais...

today....everything SUCKED totally...i mean during work....cos at the beginning was alright...nth much happened...then thru the night...more and more stress......and EMO.....both add up tgt...my hands....totally no feeling...numb....then hais.....tink my health kinda got worse...and i sick somemore...slight fever......then still must do runner...wah piangs..the whole outlet full sial...then kitchen no SPOON lahhh....then orders come in stacking up....so...end up jam...typical me....long time no runner after change of menu...then suddenly jiu weekend runner....hais...nvm lahh...IT'S OVER...try to get over it yea.....

加油陈美云!

2008-10-26T02:19:00.002+08:00

woah...finally tmr is my official off day frm everything man!i'm gonna slp till dunno wad time....YAYS....super tired from everything le..really no energy to tink of wad is right/wrong....kinda depressed these few days...something is like missing...ever since sth happened...probably the feeling wont be there after monday...i hope so...but i seriously hope that i wont rely too much on that....but anyways...i'll try to keep myself cheerful yea?!hahas...but getting sick le...not enough rest i tink...and consider that trace actually asked me to work tmr too?!wth....one week of work...this isnt the tough part though...just that......hmm...SHH!oh oh...new comer!kinda gay-ish luhhhh..i know i'm bad to say other ppl gay lahhh..but then..seriously man!not ony gay but weird too...lol...who cares...

when u told me u dun wan to go out with him.....i actually believed u!but end up also went out lahhh...wad i wanna say is just that...be frank lahh..always say dun wan..but in the end is will go out de...aiyah....i dunn wanna say so much le....i'm not in the mood to care so much.....

my heart is tired....maybe due to lack of slp bahh...during work keep on hav probs....arhhhhh~i dun wan...make me carn be runner..hais...boo!must get well soon!jiayou~

突然好想你你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈

2008-10-23T13:50:00.002+08:00

seriously...i dunnoe wad to say...probably...it's just misunderstanding?!AHHH~~!!i really dunnoe lahhh..cos suddenly so many things has just happened all of a sudden..and it's just this week....so so so so many things....i'm tired.......

there were a few times i wanted to talk to you...but yet dunnoe shld talk to you anot...cos u looked angry..and that time u told me...when u emo...u dun like to talk to anyone de...from wad i see frm your post....i dunno wad u talking...cos i dun understand the top part...but wadever the case...i seriously hope that we can go back to how we were last time....

it's been 2days....and still counting..):

2008-10-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

blame me blame me....everything all blame me pls!wtf!i'm super not happy lahhh....help ppl get stuff then end up i being dao-ed at...well...was thinking maybe will last awhile bahh..then end up i go outlet le...still like tat...FINE THEN....all my fault lahh...next time i swear i wont help him get stuff le lahhh....GEK me...walaos.....i really dunnoe wad to say lahh...make me super emo and headache for the night....everything all say hao hao le...then end up...changed....since u change...why cant i change too....nvm....JUST BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING!!!!argh!

2008-10-19T01:28:00.005+08:00

wow!finally ended 1st week of sch...totally nv work during the weekdays...and was like superb blur with the new menu stuff....and of cos...the new promo...worked two days nia..and finally got the hang of it..but still not sure...this week was okay okay lahh...but was tiring cos all work full and then start at 11!walao...LOL...mixed feelings lahh this week...

wednesday

couldn't rmb much...only can rmb that was supposed to go office to get that stupid fingerprint identification thing done...but was lost...took wrong bus...ended up at changi aiport...LOL...

thursday

i tink that day aft sch i was in sch doing the yahoo project lehh...hmm....i must say...i seriously nv contribute much to this project....super sry to them sial...hais...had quite a few things going on this week...thus couldnt meet up with them to do the proj....super sry....

friday

continued with the yahoo project..then cos quite a few are leaving alr...cos they had sth on...so the rest also went back....so met up with june...went to jp and ate at BENTEN CAFE..third lvl of jurong point...it's new...food still quite good....but ex lahh....omg...i'm so broke this month lahh....then went back to outlet...didnt quite like the feeling then...cos was asked to work that day but i told them that i couldnt make it...cos i tot will do proj till quite late and then i know i confirm cant make it de mahh....still nid to get home to get clothes all that..sure late...then the full timers all say wad good lor...u two keep going out lor..ask you to work then say cannot...good lor...walao....i super hate all these stuff de lahh....if i say i cant work mean i REALLY carn work lor....u tink i dun wan work mehh..where got ppl say no to money de lahh...hais man...suck!...oh!and june and i went to watch movie(20th century boys)...eeew..not nice de lahhh.....dun get wad the sai they talk abt...death note still nicer..as compared to tht...

saturday

quite happy lahh..on that day..but was tired...though not alot of customer....but is like super not enough slp...slept at 4 i tink...then wake up at 845.....ahhhh~!tired lahhh....was grumpy the whole day lahhh...zzzZZZzzz!sooooo sleepy....my official 1st day of work eversince the new menu is launched!so was like blur!heng ahh...at night i work front...do TakeAways and deliveries nia...wee~but i dun like lahh...like work as packer like that...but side duty for that day was top belt and side belt...YAY....and the belt was super clean that day lahh...COS I WIPE DE...XD

today!

runner in the morning...happy...cos do runner time pass very fast...at first not alot of customers de lor..then later the crowd came...open till 2nd belt....lol...made me scare and stress lahh...new menu 1st time runner lehh....scary de lor..but was fun and challenging lahh...not a bad experience though...nite was bad...i dun wanna mention it lahh...some customer just had to spoil my mood(aft knowing that i'm close to sth!YAY!~)..messy messy promo details made customers blur....BOO~!lol...but aiyah..i'm back hom not feeling happy at all lahh...stupid...U!argh!

my new watch!~the old one spoil...boo~!

BENTEN CAFE....sell JAP food de...sakae's enemy?!lol

tickets to the 20th century boys....LOL

LOL!welcome toj sakae sushi?!wth!lol

2008-10-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

school is gonna start tmr!hais....i tink i will be not used to it lahh...cos carn slp till late late le..and neither can i work alot...and of cus...gonna focus on the yahoo competition at the moment..so only working on the weekends...hais....

totally bad week today...today also!!walao..dishwasher dunno go where...so the whole morning no one was doing the dishes and such...so kitchen is in a mess...i told marisah to let me go inside and wash(HOW DUMB was i man!)but still...hais...managed to clear a few...and luckily the riders helped!how nice of them!it was only during 4 plus i tink..our previous ah bang came!wee~!june was cleaning the dishes then...well...at night was totally sucky!!STUPID BIANCA!i will make sure u regret for going home early TODAY OKAY!u ownself say wan OT..then end up u told marisah that u wan to go home early....sai lahhh..u will regret!i swear!!!!!

sometimes i dunno why decisions like this are made...but whatever man...IT'S OVER~!

2008-10-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

super damn fucked up lahh!!!if that is wad u wanna tink ahhh...i tink no matter wad i say also no use...i dunnoe wad more i can say le lor...it has been a super damn bad week for me alr.......and i'm SO not gonna say anything alr....super damn sick!!!!!argh!

2008-10-06T02:34:00.003+08:00

supposed to feel super duper happy....cos coco is finally leaving TFCC!meaning less chaos...but yet...i dunnoe why...i feel more sadness than happiness in me...i swear last time i really hate her to the core de lahhh...but after the meeting with Catherine on one sunday morning...coco changed!to a totally different person...nicer to be with...although working with her is still tiring..but at least i wont feel any sadness in me...just tired that's all..but now...probably..this feeling will nv be in me anymore...but sad sad sad throughout my work life?!hais...like how i'm feeling right now...absolute EMO!wth...hais....alot of questions have been in my mind these few days..and this week schedule sucked!cos i nid to go funan to work on thursday lahhhh!WTH CAN!although june is going to work at other outlet also..and more days than me....but i swear man!wad's the problem with u ppl!saying that u all will ask the full timers to go other outlets to work and let the part timers stay at own outlet....then now it becomes like this....ahhhh!sucked lahhhhh............

if u ever know how i'm feeling now...u probably wouldn't just keep quiet like u are now...

2008-10-03T01:29:00.002+08:00

i know i'm gonna miss someone...but who is that?!!!AHHHH~emo now lahhh..idiot!1st time in my 10th month of working...i requested to go home early...why why!!!!DUMB ASS~~~~~~~

i hope u dun lie to me like u did the previous time....cos just in case u didnt know..IT HURTS!

2008-09-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

i ought to blog today lahhh..hahas...today was FUN FUN FUN can!~though it's tiring but yet...i felt that i hav been telling myself it's fun and challenging...at the same time i was trying to motivate myself!and i did it!YAYS!though sad things happened too..but probably someone was there all along to cheer me up!thank you!(: hmmm silly things that made me laughed all the way thru closing!haha....of cus i hope the upcoming days will also be as fun!so that i will be more motivated to work there instead of quitting!marisah got a really CUTE bag!!!lol...i bet no one of her age will get the same bag as her de lahh..hahas!i really hope i could survive thru this coming week!yay!~only one off day again!which is tuesday...and i nid to go sch for the yahooGO! competition!aiyoo..hahas...but nvm!~gotta stay strong!woohoo~

i took this while she is checking the punch cards in the locker room lahh..haha..so blur blur de~hehes!but the main thing is the BAG!!!walaos!so childish can!!!LOL

2008-09-24T23:09:00.012+08:00

yos!kinda bored lahhh..so gonna upload some pictures that was long long overdued lahh...hehes!~well...today i went back sch early lahh...zzZZzz...was raining heavily today...eeew~nice weather to slp lor..but it's alright though..these few days weather has been really weird lor....so readers!please do take care of yourself okay??hmm..went to blk 27 lvl 4 to learn abt XML...wth lahh..it's tough....programming and more programming!wow~erm...mr keck taught alot of stuff......but haha i only listen to part of it i guess...was playing with a type speed test website that was given by kenny!and i type super slow lahhh!booo~~haha!was uber high today lor......yays!time to upload some pics!~

so nice lahh..done by a student(from MMA i tink!)i like it!:D

adorable frame!!hahas!random!~~

they are actually fake plants lahh~!so nice to poke!so cute!hehes~

had dinner at sakae sushi sun plaza on monday!ordered my fav!okonomiyaki!damm nice lahhh..but i dun like the one with the blue plate de...that was don by tfcc kitchen crew quite some time ago!stupid sad faced oko~walaos!

potato sld with potato si!

tarts eaten at GEEK TERMINAL on the 22nd!so cute..and that place was like full of the scent of coffee!so nice~went there for yahooGo!'s briefing...

this cake is for jun wei de~gave him durin his last day of work~he has to go for NS mahh..june and i designed this outside of outlet last min..quite dumb to put the "happy birthday" thing there though..hahas...but it's okay....super long overdued de lahh this pic!

this was taken during one of the lectures..wad he was saying was kinda interesting but i tink that day quite a few of us were tired...thus fell aslp....LOL...UBER long overdued!!!!

okay that's all alr....tired of uploading!hehe!

2008-09-20T02:25:00.003+08:00

has been thinking abt quite alot of stuff these few weeks..and was lazy to update lahh..hahas...

1)thinking whether will continue working at sakae sushi
-cos it kinda drift my frenship with my poly mates...
-results being affected?!![not too sure abt this]
-work stress?
-but i love working there!so FUN~
-got nice ppl there [aww~!]
-can learn new stuff
-it's longest lasting job![hahas!cos this is my 1st job lahh~got feelings le...hard to quit!]
-nid money for survival!LOL~

2)how to face coco during work~~~~
-be like her??[become crazy woman??cos when u wan someone to accept u..u gotta be like that person!]
-do whatever she wants lorrr........
-wadever she says...just say ORH![it's a magical word there]

3)why my tuesday timetable SOOOO long~~!not FAIR lahhh...eeeek!

4)hais...why results so sucky!!!

5)work schedule is killing me!!!why so many transfers!?[though i'm not the ones being transferred!]

6)why u so like that lahhhhh...idiot!?arghh.....

well well...that's all le...wanna slp alr...tired.....

2008-08-31T02:19:00.001+08:00

YO!...hahas...i'm blogging at this kinda time again..219am...hahas...standard!hehe..let me update wad happened these few days!

ytd lehh...was FINALLY my off day after working for 1 week and 5days without any off days...LOL...super suang lahh..but tiring!was actually a bit angry lahh...cos wanted to work for 2 weeks without off..then cat didnt allow lor..but heng lah..i tink i really needed this off day...if not i will really collapsed while working lor..hahas...and plus friday was busy mahh...so that day really made me rather moody and exhuasted...but still i managed to last thru those working days without fail!yay!~ytd was a day for me to slp...i tink i used around 16+ hours to slp lahh...was seriously tooooooo tired!and plus staying up late at night...wow!lols...hehes....my mum actually nagged at me for coming home later day aft day lahh..hahas...

today worh!hmm...meeting in the morning...with all the crew outside[means managers,svc crews lahh]..plus cat!yah and she goes blah blah blah....i bet she assumed that i nv tie up my hair while i was working lahh...keep on mentioning abt grooming...ass~i got tie up hair de lor...nails also got cut..just tat sometimes dun wanna put on lipstick nia...then she goes down the row..asking if we faced any prob working...well...practically all the full timers just said no lahh...then end up only a few spoke..well...we tried to fight hard to make sure our points were made..but due to some mis-communication lahh...i tink cat didnt understand wad some were saying thus..anyhow say something to get over with that matter...aiyah...plainly the meeting was to let us know our mistake and then work better with that coco lor....
hmm..afer meeting june and i went to je lor...wanted to catch a movie lahh..but all start so late...then jiu forget abt it le...then we went to imm lor...went to eat at cafe cartel AGAIN...lols..saw meiling there...food was alright lahh...aft that we walked round imm...then jiu decided to go back outlet to sleep lor...was super tired..though slept for super long the previous day...but then ytd slept at 535am lahh...then 745am alarm rang...so gotta wake up le...so walked a lil like zombie lahh...hahas...today work wasnt that tough lahh...was asked to "upsell" alot of stuff..so i was like bombarding my customers with all those qns.."hi good evening welcome to sakae sushi!would u like to order any drinks?we have soft drinks,classic juices,bottle juices and also sake!"usually customers will just order green tea...if not plain/ice/warm water...then i will have to tell them"sorry is anyone of u a hsbc card holder?"if ans is no then no nid to explain lor..yes jiu nag more abit...then after this still gotta "upsell" uni chawanmushi!AND salmon curry set!walaos...so so many things lahh...and u can imagine how long it takes for us to take care of one table of customers..lol...but was fun lahh...at least wont stand there like nth to do like that...managed to sell juices and softdrinks...one set of sal curry set lor....and i accidentally cut my middle finger lahh...HAIS....but it's alright lahh..cut nia...lol..aft work jiu went mac with june..chatted abit then jiu go home!!(:

2008-08-29T02:57:00.002+08:00

1. THREE NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?
june,shilin,marisah?

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?
阳光宅男--jay chou

3. WHAT YOU DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
watching marisah play viwawa...aww~loser!hahas

4. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
june..to......MACs...then sent her home..

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING NOW AND WHAT DOES IT SAY?
yellow and green...sakae uniform mahh...lols...bathin soon lahhh..smilly!

6. THE LAST THING YOU DID?
LOL......

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
handphone,psp AND my soft toys!~

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
green

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
dunnoe ehh...even if i know i also dun tell u lahh...

10. HOW'S LIFE?
sad?!happy?well..gotta depend on wad happen lahh

11. YOUR FAVORITE CITY?
city worh?!dunnoe...heehees...

12. WHAT WILL YOU DO NEXT WEEKEND?
most prob work during the evenings..then the rest haven plan yet...haha

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW UR MOM?
now?!though she's slping...haha

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
on the bed?!LOL

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
6am ytd morning!

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED YOU?
june~~!

17. WHERE DID YOU HAVE UR DINNER LAST NIGHT?
mac...

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
dunnoe ehh...nth surprising this few mths lehh..

19. LAST THING YOU BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
oh oh...i borrowed cheryl's red pen ytd evening..the reason kinda lame lahh...LOL...

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
sleepy tired AND excited!!woo~

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
no body!lol

24.WHO KNOWS YOUR SECRET?
june knows most of it lahh...haahaa

25. DO THEY KEEP YOUR SECRET?
yup yup...

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
now ahh...not angry bah...she also nv do anyting to make me angry de..

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCDONALD?
vallina cone!!well...the rest gotta depend on my mood at that point of time...

.29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
not long ago.

30. WHAT IS YOUR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
hold my temper and see someone!~really hope will come true...aww~

2008-08-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

hais....super duper sad.....was supposed to work all seven days...and i'm ready for it le lahhh..then today jiu tell me cant work on sat!!!!asss!!!!hais.....sians alr....

work was super sian today....typical monday lahh...not many customer...mainly 1st belt was used...hais..bad mood throughout...but yah...cheryl was ard to cheer me up at a few moment...thanks girl...with a few aunties we were talking abt coco being some nuts!and cheryl said...if customer request for coconut juice...we must reply:sorry sir/miss/mdm,we do not serve any coconut juice...but we do have a manager by the name of coco who is driving us NUTS!whoo~!nice one cheryl...hmm...u readers out there wouldnt know what she did to her staff unless u work there...take for example today..she made me do back duty and chopstick/menu AND runner duty!when i am going home at 10!wtf!but heng lahh she got a bit of heart..help me do...so RARE..hais...i cant understand why!!why u are doing this to me!super not fair lahhh...ppl earn more money...but she does lesser stuff...wth!super not fair lahhhh~~~~hais...and i dun see why some ppl so pian xin de lor...hais..i seriously wanna work saturday lor...............if i dun mind i dun see why u are stopping me!i know u wan me to rest and stuff lahh..but it's not as if i working full throughout the week...last week i full throughout le...nv say anything..this week dun have...then jiu gu yi ask me to off!hais...tmr runner...belt..sat supposed to be runner...but i guess i'm gonna say byebye to runner liao..svc so long alr...also nv officially runner...best is tmr some one nv come lor...then tmr no runner!BEST LAHH!argh!super damm pissed!

2008-08-24T02:28:00.002+08:00

i know i shouldnt be complaining lahhh..but still i wanna voice out lor...walao!!i know i said that i wanna work more...working everyday is alright..totally fine wif me lahh..but but!!i dunnoe why lahh but it seems that my full day is forever with that brainless idiot lah!wth...hais.....well...since u set it this way le...i also cant say anything le lahhh...cos u say if i dare to say anything or complain then i die...okay lor....but yah i mention one above le lahh...seriously not happy with that lor!!hais...

today work..was chatting most of the time lahh...cos weather was bad..customers very little...well..kinda shocked lahh...cos totally nv use 2nd belt...max table used was 7..so yah...ah ing and bianca were told to go home early..hmmm...was scheduled to do BACK AND BELT!yay!happy happy...but got one stupid customer spoil my mood!!!walao...ask me whether donburis got rice anot...i NOD MY HEAD lahh...then say wad i dunnoe how to talk isit!!walao...at least i repond to u lahhh...and of all ppl must call me ahh..i folding boxes lehh...shout shout shout!still dare say wad u all give me tea cup without green tea inside!dunnoe how to ownself pao isit?!ass~after that customer left i super happy lahh...idiot!was talking to cheryl abt how sakae management worked!and how bad it is!lols~and one sad announcement!irene is quitting!last day is 16 sept!haiis...and ah ing kena warning letter for not replying that brainless...wth...poor ah ing lahh..hais...why is someone more senior not taught of sth while the less senior one is being taught of that ting!this is seriously unfair lahh...she doesnt dare to voice out..that doesnt mean she dun feel anything!is cos she wants peace within the outlet...and ever since tat brainless came..nth good has ever happened!i'm sure after cheryl's contract end...more svc crew will leave one by one.....haiis...maybe it's me?!well...u nv know!

2008-08-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

bored bored bored!!sad sad sad!haiss....no mood lahh....

i got that!!i gave it up alright...i sui bian de lor..haha!lei le...lao le...alot of sickness liao..super damn old le lahhh...sians...

thanks coco for spoiling my entire day hor!brainless idiot!!hais...nth much to post le...

2008-08-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

wow!super exhuasted!ate super little these few days...no appetite at all...and plus wadever i eat..i wouldnt feel well..then the next moment u will see me at the toilet..vomitting!ouch!dun know wad happen to me alr lahh..wahh..then today bianca wear until....WOAH!and she came in while i was having my break lahh...see her liao..after she walked pass me...i was like omg...wanna puke alr!and i really went to puke lahh..walao!spoil my eye sial....and stupid marisah keep on saying some stuff...walao!!!i nv lor!!!ass!haha!joking lahh!erm...this week like kinda lack of manpower sial...at first when i receive my schedule..i only got two 3-5 6-dunnoe when and 6-10++ de schedule lor..but due to some accident..which i dun wanna mention abt it...then my schedule now become full full full...woahh...was unhappy abt it a first lahh..cos nidda see that coco!ass!but it's alright lahh..considering that i will be earning more money!yays...super broke lahh..stupid bill shot up to $80++ lol...every month increase by 10 dollars sial!wahh..at this rate i'm gonna be bankrupt!wahahaha..lols..irony laughter!~

slp or not?!haha...nv slp much ytd..but still kinda energetic till now lahh...super pro hor?(haha!self praise!)but i tink i managed to do alot of things lor..kinda satisfied lahh..saturday is the best lahh...tot will be like 忙不过来but end up nv lehh..well..standing at the back also got advantage lahh...haha..and that coco just like to put me back and top drinks de!nvm lah!easy ehh...haha...but very long they nv put me runner officially liao...always is help out only lor...then jiu very sian one!maybe cos i 喘 lahh..then they dun let me runner liao...NO NO!I WANNA BE RUNNER lahh!runner so cool and FUN!

some dumb people just know how to irritate me lahh...so wad if u are older and more experienced lahh...u tink i care meh?if u are supposed to stand back!go stand there lahh..and quit disturbing june lah..irritating!stop coming to my FRONT!get lost!work 630..still can late...late liao still wanna go home at 830!wth....might as well dun come for work lahhh...i'm looking forward to friday!(:wahaha!all part timers working!but is with coco..then jiu nt fun le...walao....*looking at schedule* they OFF tgt lahhh...hais!but who cares!:]

加油陈美云！hehe!:)

2008-08-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

haiis...i'm feeling upset today....boo~

cos someone sick le lahh...idiot!must get well soon horh!!!hais..

well..today slack in the morning then jiu needa go lavender to get my ic lor..super sian the whole day lahh...today is my day off frm work...yipee!!then something bad happened on my way home!well..i decided to take bus home from lavender..then i realised that there is no direct bus lahh..so i decided to change bus from bugis...so i took bus 12 i tink..went the bus reached bugis..i wanted to alight liao then someone(wearing heels) stepped onto my feet!at the place where my injury has just healed!ouch!!!walao...then make me limp to the bus stop then all the way back....BUT BUT...the reason that i decided to take bus is to watch table tennis semi finals!!phew!managed to see lee jiawei play!well her match was a close one lahhh..i must say that the south koreans played well...but of cus...SINGAPORE WON!(x wee~~means singapore will definitely get a medal now!woot!but silver or gold?!haha...hmm...i'm starting to admire feng tian wei's play...she did superb well...winning for both her single's matches...and well...lee jiawei's play too!hehe!support lee jiawei all the way...haiis..but i cant watch them play on sunday...soo sad lahh...boo~!

went to eat cafe cartel with june!after her jap test!hahas...hmm..she msg-ed me and called me..but i nv picked up and reply lahh..cos i was taking nap mahh..ahaha...but finally i was awake!haha...faster pick up then prep to meet her..she was at popular...then she got the urge to buy storybooks..lol...sry lahh...didnt mean to make u wait de lahh..haha...then we walked there...wahh..on our way there we walked passed a basar-malam...cos it's not opened yet..so the lights are not on...so it's like soooo dark and scary(somemore now 7th month leh!)..then we were saying like...wat if someone just sits in the middle of the path....then suddenly move!lol...super scary lahh..haha...hmm..reached there le then we were tinking wad to eat lah..pepper lunch?Ajitsan?or cafe cartel...but end up we just eat there...cos june like mah!!hahha!but there de stuff really nice lahh...hahaa...then we ate..chat...bought oreo cheesecake at half price!yay!went back tfcc's sakae jiu go home le!yay!

really hope u recover soon!....pls pls!

2008-08-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

hmm..super bored lahhh...holidays just started only lor...then i soooo bored le..die lahh...holidays till mid october lor....sooo long!hmm..bought sth online today...wee~1st time lehh...but spend alot of money lor...xin tong liao...i wanna try to save money liao...cos last month work very little due to some reasons...so yahh..this few weeks must chiong work!if only someone let me work ALOT lah...ahhh....super bored lehhh....

today woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon...cos slept late the night b4...and plus wake up early also nth to do lor...so might as well sleep longer!can have nice dreams~~awww~~lols....was supposed to work today de..but end up nv..cos june help me work...nvm lahh..i can use that time to relax myself...yay...but still i went back to outlet...not to see coco okay!!lols...haha..hmm..pei june awhile then walked ard jp...sun bian see can get anything useful..but nothing caught my eyes lehh..nvm..can help me save money also!!hehe!tmr i working lehhhh!yay!

wed=work
thursday= out to bugis in the morning then work at 3-10~hais
the rest haven plan yet...thinking of sth!aww~

2008-08-12T02:09:00.002+08:00

yays~!was in my best of mood today!maybe duringthe night!yays!

morning was super duper extremely emo shit lahh...had a super bad dream!dreamt of being fired by someone...super sad...cos it is due to one reason that i was fired!*secret* so eventally this stupid dream spoil my day!super no mood to even eat lahh..then went to jp to meet june to get our ankle guards...we got the same ones!lols..but i tink my leg is recovering liao..so dont tink will wear SO often le...haha..yay!hmm...was asked to start work early by marisah...cos super many customers came for teatime buffet...and i still super blur..tot got fruits...but no more le..and now dessert can choose either strawberry smiles or mochi...was feelin super mo sheng at the beginning...due to wad happened ytd..and the guilt in me....super moodless...and thanks june for accompanying me till i start work!(: felt much better during work when the night reaches..was asked to stand front...kinda hate that position lahh..cos much pack deliveries and takeaways...but luckily not alot of orders~~dine in also managable lor..no queue~but got reach until 2nd belt...8 plus then nobody le...was talking to marisah abt ytd de matter...got things sorted out alr..and that explains my good mood!was being praised!wow....soooo happy!but wadever the case..i must continue to work hard...thanks trace for teachin me sth today!

awww~cant like u but can love you?wth~hehes~

2008-08-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

pain pain pain....everywhere also pain lahh....sians!why is tis thing happening to me AGAIN and AGAIN lahh~is being treated like this nice?!hais....i made that decision...and it hurts me inside!wth!i just wan u to feel better..but instead i made myself bad..hais..life........

2008-08-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

super BAD DAY..

wanna shout, scream, cry out!but hais....it's over le lahhh...who cares!no mood to talk much lahh...cos was actually good mood de lor..but end up the night spoil everything...super guilty for everything...was supposed to stand back today..but end up runner...not that i dun like runner..just that my leg pain lehh... wan me runner equals to wan my life lor...and true enough now my left leg super duper pain le...i already said i dun wan runner le lor...last min change..and make june and me both super unhappy...haiis........and i solo runner!freak!and JAMMED!wth...wad do u expect frm a lame runner!and that stupid ah liang KEEP jamming me!ass~!alot of times le lor...and that kenny keep on ting for take-away lahh....haiss...pissed off lor...then somemore very xin ku lehhh...dunnoe why lahh...haiis...but how?!i do this..then that one angry..and vice versa..and if i do nth...i feel guilty...wth man!sian lahh..wanna cry le lahhh!freak!

gonna work 6 days per week alr...hope my leg can quickly recover lahh...now go everywhere also must wear ankle guard le...hais...pls heal!

exams are finally over..so is school semester...so 2 mths break is waiting for me..starting tmr...got damm lots of thing to do!!jiayou lahhh

2008-07-30T11:38:00.002+08:00

sick~~!

sians...was back to work ytd....super weird feeling!not used to it...and plus..was extremely tired alr...since morning there was dancesport and CATS class...dancesports was FUN!sad lahhh...last lesson for IS this week...sad lahhh...i like dancesport...only dun like CATS class nia...super sians one lor...i bet i'm gonna miss dancesports alot..CATS presentation was screwed alright!super last min stuff...but wadever the case..IT'S OVER!yay!

k then i went to outlet...reached there like 1230 lahh...then still bu shuang at that point of time..so i went inside then took out my wallet and handphone!walked out of outlet immediately lahh..piangs...super bad horh!hais...saw marisah..nv talk at all lor..ANGRY~!but after some time in the afternoon okay liao...realised some stuff...and thought abt wad the CATS teacher said to the class during the last end of all the presentation..well...thoughts went through my mind..and this time it wasnt any emo stuff...i realised that hmm...well..maybe out of the worst stuff,i could gain sth out of it...and plus...it's too late to hmm..well u know.."pon", quit....u see..it's pointless to even get angry lahh...cos afterall it's all planned alr!so why not...hope it faster pass and well..maybe soon or wad things will turn out fine?!perharps!~ okay!so now...gotta like tahan abit more lahh...then next week probably work weekends only..due to upcoming exams..monday,wednesday and friday...okay...yah so hmm...it's gonna be like chiong studies now while i can and get back my slp!!!omg...i know why i will fall sick lahhh...cos not enough slp!for 3 days...i only slept a total of 12 hrs!piangs...nvm!gotta jiayou and try to stay awake in class for much as possible!

JIAYOU MEIYUN!~(:

FREAK!WANNA QUIT LIAO MAN!):

2008-07-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

argh!!!!!ass lahh...uber angry lahhhh......freak!!!gotta work with that ass-ed dog for dunnoe how many days!think i wad..other people cannot work with her then must be i work with her lahhhh...ass lahh....make me super duper wanna quit alr!and plus is like even b4 the "quarrel"..i have been always working with her MORE!dun believe it....go see the schedules lahh.....and it's like forever like that de!!wth....dun nid me le lahh...then tell me lor...i CAN quit de!believe me when i say this to you!!argh!!!spoil my mood totally alr!"THANKS!"

hais..i really dunnoe how to survive this week man!!!super fcuking stressed!!!!!!with like damm many things up in my mind....DEAD~!after looking at next week's schedule...i have made up my mind abt sth...and i shall wait and see if this will happen!and if it does happen......i WILL.......

"every man for himself!"-->quoted frm jim ross(announcer of wwe!)

super duper sad and emo for the upcoming week i supposed...

2008-07-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

well...kinda sian!cos i stayed at home for the whole day!Piangs!hmm...was uber bored lahhh...then wanna slp in the afternoon..but cannot get into slp!but it's ok lah...cos at least i was able to slp longer then weekdays...must slp more tmr!cos this following week i'm gonna work alot!Piangs!actually was four days...then now become five!hais....nvm lahh...the week after next i wont be working le! ): hahah!if u ever think that i have made up my mind to quit.......then you are SO WRONG!i'm not working cos i'm gonna have my exams lahh!hmm..maybe work during the weekends?!probably...but still not sure yet lehh...see how it goes for this week bahh...well...this few week was super stress..and of cos busy..this explains the number of post getting lesser and lesser week after week...lol!well..anything to ask me or wan to talk to me...can find me on msn...if not just leave me a tag...i sure will reply de![:

yay!undertaker is coming back on summerslam!facing.......EDGE!orh bi lor!!nice move vicky!finally she is making some sense!yay yay..undertaker is coming back...woo....now for shawn micheals.................hais...may u recover asap...and come back to raw!hais...

sometimes when u wanna speak up for yourself...u just can't!when i wanna tell u sth,i always tink alot!hais!

hope my clique can find time during the long term break to meet up!!!miss all of you soooo much!!

2008-07-22T15:49:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!~~i'm here to blog again!~lols!uber high!hope that this can last me thru lahhh..hahah...sai!got alot of things nv do...then feeling stress abt work[dunnoe why but yah...this is true lah]...sians...quit or not?!went back tfcc ytd with june...cos marisah asked her to get back her uniform..meaning to work lor...but me....not that i have my uniform and stuff there lah...just that tfcc no longer make me feel home anymore...dunnoe why...went back ytd...then hais...it just felt so strange....mo sheng!maybe cause very long nv go back then like that...but still hais..dunnoe ahhh!!!some stuff happened...and yah it's still in my mind lah!hmmm....why am i thinking of work when i'm in sch lah!wth...

gonna have mixed netball competition later!yay!must jiayou worhs! ya must jia you! (: MICH REPORTG HERE!(-_-"")

2008-07-21T09:12:00.002+08:00

hais...i dunnoe eh...feel like quitting lahhh...but hor...u know...when u work at somewhere for quite some time..u feel that that's your another home!but but but!with coco kinda of bitcho ard..i guess it would be hard!she always like to make little things to become big big things!wth...ytd june went to return her uniform lahhh..wtf!haiss.....how sial!i dun wanna work without her also lahh..but hais..nid to earn money lehhh...and plus,my heart is like dun you ever try to leave that place...how sial...how to continue leh?!i wanna make coc transfer outlet!but how!!!!

weekend was super packed alright...with so many projects and things to handle!i'm going crazy alr!FP and CATS project to chiong!then still have to handle that dog lahhh!crap!and still with sooo many things on my mind!I'M GOING CRAZY!woohoo!~i nid some rest..since i wont be working this week...probably!hais~~

i'm bored!xC

2008-07-17T14:08:00.005+08:00

well..dunnoe wad to blog lehh...now in class...having bstats...tired!argh.....i'm prepared to get scold by mummy tonight alr...haha...i tink she wants me to stay at home at least once a week...like after sch then jiu go home straight lahh...no work..no going out...and stay out late..lols!but i like to stay out of home...cos dad is at home...and he ALWAYS nag at me for nth!lol...hmm...so this week was like supposed to work 3 days...tuesday,friday and sat!then end up i had to work ytd cos stupid bianca was sick!..didn't know why i said i could make it....rushed home to get my uniform and other stuff...good thing that sis was abt to leave hse and cab to jp!yay yay!end up i not late!haha...but got headache lahh..haha...and i predicted that i will JAM!and true enough..i jammed..wasnt feeling well alr..still must do runner...hais...but okay lahh...now i've learnt!dun accept to work when you are not feeling well...lols!next week i'm working two days only...sad-ed lahh...but maybe i would use those time to catch up with my studies![also dunnoe will have the determination to do so anot]..argh...

anyways..a few stuff happened past few days...was angry with somebody lahh....super idiotic..dunnoe whether if wad she said was true...but who cares man?!let her say her story...and well...my ears will still and always be available though..that's wad i told her lah....so if she wanna say anything then i listen lor...if dun...forget it ahh....not as if i can force u to tell me wad u dun wanna say right...hahas!LOL!

THE EMO KID LIVES!

2008-07-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

hais....when suddenly those that is close to you just pop out the sentence saying"i have no more feelings for you"...OMG!*thunder and lightning strikes!*well...i know it really hurts!even if this is meant to be a joke or wad...well...someone was in that situation...and this time it wasnt a joke!i was tinking...aiya..you are trying to bluff me right?i tell u..i wont believe u de lahh...LIAR!~but i see the sadness in her...like so different frm the other days...even if she quarrel with the other party,she didnt seem so depress..but this time.....i tink it seriously hurt her!omg...i really dunnoe how to console her...she was telling me how everything happened...well...of cus..we talked abit..but yahhh...plainly,i offered her a listening ear*liked i always did*..seriously i hope they will patch up....

hmm..well...e-learning has officially ended ytd!handed up all my work by today alr...yay!hmm...wanna have some time to really rest up...i guess this week i can have my plenty of rest alr...dunnoe shld feel happy or not..lols...well!tmr gonna work full!so i'm hoping that i can last thru tmr and of cus to wake up on time on monday..cos no more e-learning and that means i cant slp more during weekdays!lols....

hoping for ALOT of things to happen!and of cus tinking abt lots of stuff at the moment!aww~

2008-07-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

wow....super long nv blog alr...haha..hmm..finally free to blog!(shilin see this!LOL)hmm..was stuck at work for the passed few days...hmm...i guess i really got pretty tired of work alr...always kena tied down by work...and ytd i felt the worst...didnt know how to react then...thus broke down!arghh...it's like AGAIN!and ever since i fell sick..work has been even tougher!cant breathe properly at times...it's like nose block...cant breathe thru mouth too...super torturing..especially during busy hours..so yah......imagine that happening to you all of a sudden...well..many looked worried when they saw my face....they asked if i was having an asthma attack...but i replied to them breathlessly,no i dont.well then i went to drink up abit of water..well it's seems better after a few minutes of rest...then heng ahh...felt giddy but nv drop anything...phew...and yup...I JAMMED!no one can to help...that was the saddest part...which was maybe part of the reason that i broke down....

this week is e-learning week,so i dont have to go sch...but still need to go for IS class...DanceSports was great!Melvin recapped on cha cha and taught us more steps for jive!now i have a problem...how to cordinate myself properly?!arghh...hahas...CATs was plainly BORING!haha...thats all people!(:

will update asap!

2008-07-03T13:10:00.002+08:00

just had FSP CA...lols..nv study for it lahh...hmm...1st page still managable lor..but 2nd page....HAHA!..but wadever the case...it's over!no more CA for FSP alr...YAY YAY!tmr there's a CA for COS...die alr lahhh....hahahhaa....dun get anything that the crap teacher is toking abt...wahaha....sleepy lehhh....plus sick lehhh...dun feel like going to sch de..but no choice lehh..got CA and stuff...but heng i nt working today!and tmr also!yesh!

wednesday 2 July 2008

hmm...basically time passed very fast....had IMA in the morning then it over took our break time...class supposed to end at 11...then end up we had our break at 1140~~lols...we went atrium to get our lunch...i had teriyaki chicken rice bowl AGAIN!lols...kinda sick of sch food alr....always eating the same things...sth super weird happened!COS class started late...but then she actually let us off early!!!woah!super weird lor...haha...then i went for work...had dinner at 5...then on my way back someone shouted my name...lols...i turned!lols...it's JUNE!yays!hmm..then we walked to outlet tgt...she bought liang cha for me....super nice of her lahhh!wahhh....for two days le...she gave me liang cha...drank le...but felt a little giddy...lols...but was better alr...THANKS ALOT JUNE!!!!then start work le...was expecting to have alot of ppl like on monday...but actually was alright lahhh....and and and!!!the mac's floor manager came to eat!!lols...i served him...i was laughing!!haha...then i told coco..the mac guy at table 23 de is sweep the floor at jp's mac...then coco blur...i realised...oh shit...sry generation gap....haha....trace and i stood tgt most of the time..haha...then we chatted abt alot of thing lahhh...then coco see liao we also nv care much....haha...yay i saturday work wont see her!but when 1030 liao then i very tired le....faster go home...then bathe!mum keep on pestering me to eat..but i told her i wasnt feeling well...thus wanna slp..and not eat....then i head to bed le....zzzz..

happy birthday shafiq on the 2nd july!C:

2008-07-01T09:03:00.000+08:00

yay!!it's IS day today....school ends at 12!woot!i got the whole day to rest...it's like FINALLY!zzz...super sleepy lahh..but heng i went home to slp liao...hahaha...wanted to stay awake and do go find my grandma....but end up nv...cos i was too tired and sick!argh....fever and sore throat...wth...i hate being sick..and plus i nid to go sch and work...but anyways..sch was great lahh...DANCESPORT is cool lahhh...hahha...learnt more steps for jive!yay..i finally rmb the moves...hahaha..dancesport ended super early cos melvin is not here!lol...then went for CATS class lor...super sian lahhh..my grp all wanna end class asap...we were counting down the time till class end...after the class i went home straight...TO SLEEP!sleep super lonng!!!woke up at night...realised that i was sick!lol...but heng it wasnt that serious..yawns~

wwe is getting messy...cos of the draft...walao...raw is like so empty liao...but i hope the show can be better since CM PUNK just got his world heavy weight champ from EDGE!yay....and once again john cena failed to attain the wwe champ...since his return...but nvm...there's always a next time...lol....

2008-06-30T09:07:00.002+08:00

SUPER tried alright!!!ytd was disaster!cheryl and i was the runner at night....jammed for a moment then phew..the crowd was gone!but was super tired lahhh...was supposed to start work at 530[meaning wont see marisah!]but then end up....SOMEONE just spoil my sleeping time!argh!i have to go work at 2!walao!!!!!!super bu xiang qi chuang!and i'm those kind that if u call me in the middle of my slp ahh then i cant get back to slp alr..yup...so the caller asked me to head back to bed and slp till 12!and obviously i can't lahhh..so slacked for a few minutes...then off to work...waited for the bus super long![my mum nagged at me for taking mrt everytime is go for work!so this time i very ting hua!lols]helped some ppl buy their lunch..then end up i was almost late lahh...super busy throughout the day lahh.....and even busier during night!the whole day was like OMG!so end up fen ni,trace,cheryl, AH ING and me went to eat mac!so rare to have so many ppl go and eat sia!yay....we practically chat throughout lor...but was tired lahh...can see from everyone's facial expression!was tired when i got home lahh...bathe then slp immediately!

hmm...today was almost late for class...so decided to cab down to sch....hais...waste money again lahh...i tink my mum forgotten that i have to go sch today..no allowance and most importantly!NO ALARM!wahh...lols....but nv late lahh...just my money flew off..hais...TIRED!!!later still got work somemore...walao!!!but nvm lahhh.....must REN!!!

night of the champ results:Ted DiBiase & Cody Rhodes def. World Tag Team Champions Hardcore Holly & Cody Rhodes (World Tag Team Championship Match)
WWE Tag Team Champions John Morrison & The Miz def. Finlay & Hornswoggle (WWE Tag Team Championship Match)
United States Champion Matt Hardy def. Chavo Guerrero (United States Championship Match)

2008-06-27T09:33:00.002+08:00

wahh super sians!i wanna sleep!zzz~hmm...i still in dreamland sial!omg...bus was super packed!but i managed to get on it!..woke up late[like erm when did i nt?!]woke up late cos ytd slept late lor...work work work....zzz...i kinda wanna quit liao...cos...................oh ya!irfan quitting!!!!he got a new job le!last day is on 8/8/08!i tink fen ni and trace both quitting very soon lor.......hais...how sial how sial....aww~!nvm lahhh...just continue 1st....till i dunnoe when...but seriously speaking i kinda sucked doing everything now!!!i'm serious alright!....runner also jam!do everything also not good...die lahhhh!no mood to work!i'm waiting for sth to happen sial,but doubt it will happen lahh!

so many things happening...wah!!!
pls dun tink sooooo much ok?!everything will be fine de...

2008-06-26T09:25:00.002+08:00

in class now...super tired!lesson till 4 today then end sia...sleepy lehh....almost late for class ytd!then end up gotta cab down...heng mr keck came in later than me...phew!COS class sucked lahh...teacher was pissed wid us...and so were we lahhh....she kept on standing at the back of the class to see if anyone is NOT following her slides...hais...mean sia!anyways sch was FUN!yup!i'm serious!but i got back my results...kinda expected that i wont do well for my COS!i seriously DUN understand wad she toking lahhh!nvm....life will be better!

pls pls....dun do silly stuff alright....must live on!dun tink too much!

2008-06-25T09:59:00.002+08:00

L A S T T E N S M S E S <3(( LiST THE LAST TEN PEOPLE WHO SENT YOU AN SMS ))(( iF THEY SMSED MORE THAN ONCE, ONLY LiST THEM ONE TiME ))

1:: JingFen
2:: June
3:: Fen ni
4:: Jun Wei(aka meimei)
5:: Marisah
6:: Ah Haw
7:: Carol
8:: Sister
9:: Chan Yee
10:: Cheechin

(( T H E Q U E S T i O N S ))

Do You Love #1::hmm..well..close fren kinda love of cus!woo!
Is #2 Your Best Friend:: haha...i guess my ans is same as JUNE's...she's my DARLING!
Do You Trust #3:: erm...of cus..we always gossip!lol!
Have You Been To #4's House:: lol lol....no!
How Long Have You Known #5:: from 19th november 2007!one day b4 i started work at sakae!XD
How Much Does #6 Mean To You:: lol....he's the kit helper in sakae tfcc!lols...just frens!
Does #7 Sing Well:: welll...i suppose so!nv heard her sing b4
Does #8 Have Any Pets::nah!used to!hamsters!aww~!
Is #9 Smart:: haha....maybe!
Are You Good Friends With #10:: OF CUS LAH!we know each other since sec sch oritentation!

(( W H A T W O U L D Y O U D O i F . . ))
#1 Moved Away:: lol..we will still see one another in sch wad!lol
#2 Became Famous:: famous?!lols...eh...i will support her lahhh...yay!
#3 Liked Your Best Friend:: lol...i doubt so...she has stead alr..
#4 Won A Million Dollars::hmm...well...congratz him lor..wahaha
You Found Out #5 Was Related To You:: lol...she is!she's my "god-daddy"!lol
#6 Kissed You:: OMG!give him a warning letter!slap him tight!
#7 Got Arrested::haha...dun worry lah...she wont get arrested...she's nice!
#8 Was Hurt:: she's always hurt de..haha..alright!i'll be nice...i'll help her put plaster!(:
Your Brother/Sister Liked #9:: lol...dun tink they will lahh...hahha
#10 Hated You:: haha...we always quarrel when we were in sec sch...but we wont now alr right?

(( W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . ))
Kiss #6 or #10:: haha...if have to choose then i'll choose 10 lah...haha!
Be Related To #1 or #7:: hmm..either one is okay!haha..but if #1 then gd lor..haha
Live Next Door To #3 or #9:: 9!cos at least some one will cheer me up when i'm down!
Go On Vacation With #2 or #8:: walao!so hard to choose!hmm..#2 bah...havent go for our "honeymoon" tgt yet...wahaha!
Have All Your Classes With #4 or #5:: #5!yay!haha...sry ah "meimei"..lol...dunnoe why sial!this seems to be a gd choice!haha

(( W O U L D T H E Y M A K E A C U T E C O U P L E ))
#1 and #7:: nope!!!they wouldnt want to be les bahh...and #1 got stead liaos!
#2 and #6:: eeeek!!!!no no!!!!#2 is MINE!and NO WAY I'M GIVING JUNE TO AH HAW!
#4 and #8:: nope...#4 has stead le...haha..#3 and #5:: HAHAHA!no way lahhhh...marisah won't fall in love wif fen ni de...
#9 and #10:: hmm..lol..i dun encourage though!haha

(( R A N D O M ))
Of #1 And #2, Who Have You Known The Longest:: #2 lahhh...haha...known her a few mths longer than #1!
Are You Closer To #3 or #4:: 3 lor...#4 came in sakae later than me i tink...haha
Of #7 And #8, Who Knows More About You:: 8 bahh..cos she's my sis?!lol
Has #9 Or #10 Ever Hated You:: well..i dunnoe abt this!
Of #4 And #6, Who Would Make A Better Actor:: #4 bahh...lols..not sure leh
Of #2 And #9, Who Has A Better Car:: LOL...none have cars bahh...toy car counted?
Of #3 And #5, Who Has More Pets:: ehhh...nv asked them b4!
Of #2 And #10, Who Has More Friends:: hehes....wahh..should be ard the same bah..hahaha
*the people being mention in the list are suppose to post this on their blog with the last ten friends that smsed them*