well...it seems to me that actually today was supposed to be a nice day...but somehow...i guessed that it has been ruined....totally ruined.........i shan't speak much abt it...cos i'm totally not in mood to do so....sians...totally felt that i bei li yong lahh...i dunnoe wad else to say..maybe things are always like this for me....cos ever since i've been in sch....i have been through this kinda problems over and over again....and i seriously mean over and over....cos i'm still going through them now...i always tot that poly life is gonna be different from sec sch life...but i was utterly wrong...it's the same...and now even when i'm working...the same problem will arise...so while i was waiting for my bus wif fen ni...i was tinking...AM I THE PROBLEM?and i wrong to cheng quan ppl?cos i always do all this things and yet i'm always the one getting hurt....why why why...hais...maybe i will do sth abt it...maybe to ignore bah...it's hard....and of cus hurtful too...sians
