Sunday, November 30, 2008 '
more more emo post...
hais...have been working....AGAIN...lol...shld be good...cos work means more money!but dunnoe why lahhh!i keep on feel sad over some stuff that happened lahh...and i must say,i did try to be not so emotional..and i did lahh..but over some time..it seems that nth will change even if my mood is good..but anyways...i feel that it is of cus nice to be happy!i just dunnoe wad made me so sad...sometimes it is just those small things that happened to make me super sad...just one thing is sufficient to make me upset for the day...so no need to mention abt the bad things that happened the whole day!well...some things are so hard to say even on my own blog...probably i just do not have the guts to say out lahh....hais.....two more days of work till my exams.....treasure....
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 '
i dun wan to go tradehub to work today!!!boo~~!arghh....so hate that feeling lahhhh....wah paings...somemore stay till 1030 sia!but heng lahhh suppose to be working there for like wednesday thursday and sunday morning...but end up only work there one day.....weee~super thanks to marisah!hahas...hmm...TIRED!!!super sleepy lahh then later still got OOP ca sial...sians!the worst part is that it is a closed book test lor!hais....die le lahhh...must study must study....jiayous all and good luck to ALL later!!(:
Sunday, November 23, 2008 '
alright happy things FIRST....
these few days i have been hinking abt alot of things....at the same time trying to keep myself more motivated to work of cus...havent been happy with work for the last few days....hmmm...but ever since i tried thinking of sth......i felt super motivated....wooo~!and i haven't been folding balloons for some time....and then today there's a customer who just happened to see me folding the balloons...and somehow she told trace that she also knew how to fold the balloons...but is interested to know how to fold a lollipop!then trace wants me to demo in front of her lahh...lol....i noob only lor....there are others who are more pro than me de lahh...why ask me to demo...-_-" but anyways...was asked to go there and demo...and i did....was super duper nervous...and then blah blah blah....but ended up she taught me MORE than wad i demo for her lahh...lol....learnt alot!!!
a heart and two parrots!done by the customer!
FLOWER!a~so nice lahhh....
there are still more....but i didnt take pictures of them....lol....now i hope i wont forget how to fold them...hahas....
AND here comes all the saddening part!hais....walaos....I DUN WANNA GO TRADEHUB AND WORK!!!if like that then i rather not work lahhh....people wanna work then u all keep put us go other outlet...then all those full timers all can stay at own outlet....NOT FAIR LAHH...three days somemore...HAIS...pls do sth lahhhh...DAD!!!!!!arghhhh
i chose to listen to what other ppl say...maybe i'm the one that is thinkin too much or wad...i dunnoe...but when u said he wasnt there anymore....i told myself....believe u!honestly...but what happened for the past few days...i told myself again....was i wrong to believe....and things starts to get MORE disappointing everytime i tried to be positive and tell myself to be happy during work...seriously i really dunnoe wad to do....ARGHHH!
everyone has a limit on how much he/she can give....i'm sure of that.....
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 '
i'm sry to made my grandma get so worried abt me on saturday....hais...was upset over some stuff...which kinda spoil my grandma's birthday celebration...she got worried abt me during her birthday....how wrong can i be...i shld at least pretend to smile and be happy during those short period of time...sorry grandma to have made u worry abt me....): i promise to stay happy alright...i'll try to...
hmm...time flies...and i'm just two more days away frm my FULL ONE YR at sakae.....wow....1st job and i lasted thru it sooo long...three months of packer and 7 months of service...yays.....and i'm not working on the 20th!wee~!more breaks for me...super tired....dunno why...probably due to me myself...not mentally strong....didnt have those long breaks like the rest did...and worked myself thru thosse holidays...but it's all right...i felt all of those kinda worth it...even though i always complain this and that during work time...
new week for sch and.....i still dunno how to address my NF lecturer!LOL...week 6 alr lorrr...hahas...and i also dun call him neither will i even listen during his class lahh...lol....hmmm...but my classmates are fun!..yays....hope that this week will be FUN FUN FUN!(:
thanks dad for everything
Saturday, November 15, 2008 '
like i said...it's my wrong..and if even if u feel that i've become weird...i can tell u straight in the face....i did not become weird due to that okay!!is just that these few days i seriously dun feel like talking much....i'm tired alr....if u know how i felt through all these stuff tat i'm seriously in...u wouldnt feeel the way u are feelin now lahh..it's because i dun say all these stuff...so wad's wrong with me saying that u feel jealous...if it's nth then it's nth...but if wad i said hurt u....just say out mine as well...fair trade!!like wad u always like to do...and doing runner is not wad i wan lahhh...marisah asked me if i ok with doing runner...i said NO!let june be....cos i dun like being runner lahh...hais...i guess now no matter wad i say...it doesnt matter to u anymore....
fucking sick lahh..argh!!!!!
Friday, November 14, 2008 '
wad the hell.....i seriously am lost this time...dunno wad to do....well...it's my fault for saying out....thats obvious...but seriously since u said u and him were zi xin frens...then why bother so much....if it really bothers u then I'M SORRY....cos i bet if it was u....being DAO out of no reasons...and esp INNOCENT..u would feel qi guai also one wad...help ppl buy things and now being dao-ed..and if helping ppl to get stuff/food is wrong...i dun see the reason helping the rest either..and obviously if ppl ask u to help them buy thing and u are having a LONG 2 hrs break....rejecting them is like heartless lahh...aiya....wadever the case...if u dun wanna talk to me anymore i also have nth to say...cos it's your choice....i do not wish to worsen this anymore...
Thursday, November 13, 2008 '
wow....it has been long since i last blogged lahh...havent been free to blog..was tied down by WORK...arghh....seriously..i guess i'm bored working there alr....soon to be one full year working at sakae...time really flies fast huh!i could rmb last yr ard this time we(shilin,cheechin and me) were still looking forward to work at sakae...but ever since we started working..with different schedules and cheechin at different outlet...it seems kinda bored...but well...it seems that i have made a new fren there since dunnoe when....JUNE KOH!she started work 10days later than me...lol...we have been hanging out quite often since then...esp during the holidays...went out tgt...went to 56's autograph session tgt...WOW...lol...but i guess ever since sth happened(which i forgotten wad was it...)it seems to drift us apart abit..hmm..that is wad it seems lahhh..dunnoe lahh....
work:
BORED BORED BORED!cos everytime aft sch...the 1st thing that i had to do was to rush down to frontier to work!walaos...and the crowd has been coming in at a weird timing...there's always crowd coming inat 9.10pm kinda time when last order is at 930....boo!!!but wadever the case...nth is as bad as working with karen and bianca....both of them super duper proud...and arrogant...seriously hate working with them lahhh...hais....just gotta hope tat tmr will be a better day aft today(cos today is my off day!FINALLY!) and June will be working too...wee~!
school:
kinda sians during lesson time though...cos like nth to talk..then somemore tired...arghh....trying very hard to understand NF and BIS lahh...but i tink the more i try...the worst i can absorb....walaos....die le lahh..assignments all popping out le...more stressful alr...ahhh~!!!
sometimes i just dun feel like talking... DAD!DAD!
