Friday, October 31, 2008 '
hais....sometimes i really ask myself...why am i missing out all the fun that my class people are having and then have to work myself at sakae to torture myself?probably was due to the money that i need to spend....i realised that ever since that i started working...i have been spending alot alot alot.....and have to work to cover wad i spend for the previous month....and due to some suay-ness that i had...i had to get another phone for my careless act...hais...
today....everything SUCKED totally...i mean during work....cos at the beginning was alright...nth much happened...then thru the night...more and more stress......and EMO.....both add up tgt...my hands....totally no feeling...numb....then hais.....tink my health kinda got worse...and i sick somemore...slight fever......then still must do runner...wah piangs..the whole outlet full sial...then kitchen no SPOON lahhh....then orders come in stacking up....so...end up jam...typical me....long time no runner after change of menu...then suddenly jiu weekend runner....hais...nvm lahh...IT'S OVER...try to get over it yea.....
加油 陈美云!
Sunday, October 26, 2008 '
woah...finally tmr is my official off day frm everything man!i'm gonna slp till dunno wad time....YAYS....super tired from everything le..really no energy to tink of wad is right/wrong....kinda depressed these few days...something is like missing...ever since sth happened...probably the feeling wont be there after monday...i hope so...but i seriously hope that i wont rely too much on that....but anyways...i'll try to keep myself cheerful yea?!hahas...but getting sick le...not enough rest i tink...and consider that trace actually asked me to work tmr too?!wth....one week of work...this isnt the tough part though...just that......hmm...SHH!oh oh...new comer!kinda gay-ish luhhhh..i know i'm bad to say other ppl gay lahhh..but then..seriously man!not ony gay but weird too...lol...who cares...
when u told me u dun wan to go out with him.....i actually believed u!but end up also went out lahhh...wad i wanna say is just that...be frank lahh..always say dun wan..but in the end is will go out de...aiyah....i dunn wanna say so much le....i'm not in the mood to care so much.....
my heart is tired....maybe due to lack of slp bahh...during work keep on hav probs....arhhhhh~i dun wan...make me carn be runner..hais...boo!must get well soon!jiayou~
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Thursday, October 23, 2008 '
seriously...i dunnoe wad to say...probably...it's just misunderstanding?!AHHH~~!!i really dunnoe lahhh..cos suddenly so many things has just happened all of a sudden..and it's just this week....so so so so many things....i'm tired.......
there were a few times i wanted to talk to you...but yet dunnoe shld talk to you anot...cos u looked angry..and that time u told me...when u emo...u dun like to talk to anyone de...from wad i see frm your post....i dunno wad u talking...cos i dun understand the top part...but wadever the case...i seriously hope that we can go back to how we were last time....
it's been 2days....and still counting..):
Monday, October 20, 2008 '
blame me blame me....everything all blame me pls!wtf!i'm super not happy lahhh....help ppl get stuff then end up i being dao-ed at...well...was thinking maybe will last awhile bahh..then end up i go outlet le...still like tat...FINE THEN....all my fault lahh...next time i swear i wont help him get stuff le lahhh....GEK me...walaos.....i really dunnoe wad to say lahh...make me super emo and headache for the night....everything all say hao hao le...then end up...changed....since u change...why cant i change too....nvm....JUST BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING!!!!argh!
Sunday, October 19, 2008 '
wow!finally ended 1st week of sch...totally nv work during the weekdays...and was like superb blur with the new menu stuff....and of cos...the new promo...worked two days nia..and finally got the hang of it..but still not sure...this week was okay okay lahh...but was tiring cos all work full and then start at 11!walao...LOL...mixed feelings lahh this week...
wednesday
couldn't rmb much...only can rmb that was supposed to go office to get that stupid fingerprint identification thing done...but was lost...took wrong bus...ended up at changi aiport...LOL...
thursday
i tink that day aft sch i was in sch doing the yahoo project lehh...hmm....i must say...i seriously nv contribute much to this project....super sry to them sial...hais...had quite a few things going on this week...thus couldnt meet up with them to do the proj....super sry....
friday
continued with the yahoo project..then cos quite a few are leaving alr...cos they had sth on...so the rest also went back....so met up with june...went to jp and ate at BENTEN CAFE..third lvl of jurong point...it's new...food still quite good....but ex lahh....omg...i'm so broke this month lahh....then went back to outlet...didnt quite like the feeling then...cos was asked to work that day but i told them that i couldnt make it...cos i tot will do proj till quite late and then i know i confirm cant make it de mahh....still nid to get home to get clothes all that..sure late...then the full timers all say wad good lor...u two keep going out lor..ask you to work then say cannot...good lor...walao....i super hate all these stuff de lahh....if i say i cant work mean i REALLY carn work lor....u tink i dun wan work mehh..where got ppl say no to money de lahh...hais man...suck!...oh!and june and i went to watch movie(20th century boys)...eeew..not nice de lahhh.....dun get wad the sai they talk abt...death note still nicer..as compared to tht...
saturday
quite happy lahh..on that day..but was tired...though not alot of customer....but is like super not enough slp...slept at 4 i tink...then wake up at 845.....ahhhh~!tired lahhh....was grumpy the whole day lahhh...zzzZZZzzz!sooooo sleepy....my official 1st day of work eversince the new menu is launched!so was like blur!heng ahh...at night i work front...do TakeAways and deliveries nia...wee~but i dun like lahh...like work as packer like that...but side duty for that day was top belt and side belt...YAY....and the belt was super clean that day lahh...COS I WIPE DE...XD
today!
runner in the morning...happy...cos do runner time pass very fast...at first not alot of customers de lor..then later the crowd came...open till 2nd belt....lol...made me scare and stress lahh...new menu 1st time runner lehh....scary de lor..but was fun and challenging lahh...not a bad experience though...nite was bad...i dun wanna mention it lahh...some customer just had to spoil my mood(aft knowing that i'm close to sth!YAY!~)..messy messy promo details made customers blur....BOO~!lol...but aiyah..i'm back hom not feeling happy at all lahh...stupid...U!argh!
my new watch!~the old one spoil...boo~!
BENTEN CAFE....sell JAP food de...sakae's enemy?!lol
tickets to the 20th century boys....LOL
LOL!welcome toj sakae sushi?!wth!lol
Sunday, October 12, 2008 '
school is gonna start tmr!hais....i tink i will be not used to it lahh...cos carn slp till late late le..and neither can i work alot...and of cus...gonna focus on the yahoo competition at the moment..so only working on the weekends...hais....
totally bad week today...today also!!walao..dishwasher dunno go where...so the whole morning no one was doing the dishes and such...so kitchen is in a mess...i told marisah to let me go inside and wash(HOW DUMB was i man!)but still...hais...managed to clear a few...and luckily the riders helped!how nice of them!it was only during 4 plus i tink..our previous ah bang came!wee~!june was cleaning the dishes then...well...at night was totally sucky!!STUPID BIANCA!i will make sure u regret for going home early TODAY OKAY!u ownself say wan OT..then end up u told marisah that u wan to go home early....sai lahhh..u will regret!i swear!!!!!
sometimes i dunno why decisions like this are made...but whatever man...IT'S OVER~!
Saturday, October 11, 2008 '
super damn fucked up lahh!!!if that is wad u wanna tink ahhh...i tink no matter wad i say also no use...i dunnoe wad more i can say le lor...it has been a super damn bad week for me alr.......and i'm SO not gonna say anything alr....super damn sick!!!!!argh!
Monday, October 6, 2008 '
supposed to feel super duper happy....cos coco is finally leaving TFCC!meaning less chaos...but yet...i dunnoe why...i feel more sadness than happiness in me...i swear last time i really hate her to the core de lahhh...but after the meeting with Catherine on one sunday morning...coco changed!to a totally different person...nicer to be with...although working with her is still tiring..but at least i wont feel any sadness in me...just tired that's all..but now...probably..this feeling will nv be in me anymore...but sad sad sad throughout my work life?!hais...like how i'm feeling right now...absolute EMO!wth...hais....alot of questions have been in my mind these few days..and this week schedule sucked!cos i nid to go funan to work on thursday lahhhh!WTH CAN!although june is going to work at other outlet also..and more days than me....but i swear man!wad's the problem with u ppl!saying that u all will ask the full timers to go other outlets to work and let the part timers stay at own outlet....then now it becomes like this....ahhhh!sucked lahhhhh............
if u ever know how i'm feeling now...u probably wouldn't just keep quiet like u are now...
Friday, October 3, 2008 '
i know i'm gonna miss someone...but who is that?!!!AHHHH~emo now lahhh..idiot!1st time in my 10th month of working...i requested to go home early...why why!!!!DUMB ASS~~~~~~~
i hope u dun lie to me like u did the previous time....cos just in case u didnt know..IT HURTS!
