Wednesday, December 31, 2008 '

Gao Xiao 搞笑(CD version) - Luo Zhixiang 羅志祥

Monday, December 29, 2008 '

have been looooking for nice blogskin lahh....find so long le still no nice nice de!so disappointed lor...anyways...these few weeks haven been nice lahh....quarrels and more quarrels...so sad!maybe cos i emo bahhh then start to like hmm...yah!but i'm trying hard alr yea....so i have been holding my tears for very very long time alr hor...so yup!i will be happy happy this week!(i try to...)

anyways...i tink that someone is still angry....but yahh..it's my fault lahh...tmr gonna see that someone lor...i'm just hoping maybe aft tmr she jiu would so angry with me lor....cos there are some tings that i wanna tell her de lahh but sometimes u just carn say out(or shld say carn bear to say out)...cos if say out le then will weird lahhh!and these few days during work jiu like super emotional over some matters lor...dunno why also lahhh...i tink last year also got like tat but just that i packer mahh...so wont get so emotional over these stuff...now different le lor...but aiya...dunno lahhh...but today work okay lehh...quite happy de....i trying to REN REN REN le...so probably that would make things LOOKED better bah!

have been slping very very little for the past few days...no mood slp lahhh..mum has been nagging at me alr...LOL...she wake up le then i slp....HAHAS~!but yah...so sometimes work jiu no mood like that lor...hees!today woke up early...got a missed call from outlet..i only realised it 2hrs aft they called..><" so it's like no nid call back le..but is not gu yi one lor..so yah went to eat lunch with june at bakerzin*isit spelt like this?i forgot!LOL*but yahhh..quite okay lahh the food...pasta pasta!i love the cream sauce!yum~yum!then aft gotta go work le.....almost late lor...thanks trace let me punch card 1st...lol...then runner thru out lor...quite fun lahh...hahas...and slack tooo~!hahas...AND did i forget to mention abt ytd?!ytd went to LOT1 sakae for once a week!!!!was sad at first cos tot ah wong wasnt there!but when we were abt to leave that time then he suddenly came out!!WEE~!!!hahas...then i super super happy lor....wahahha...but after awhile jiu really nid to leave le cos june nidda work...yup!thats all for the updates....

speak to me dad!pls....make me happy larrr....

Saturday, December 27, 2008 '

suddenly feel like blogging lehh...dunnoe why wanna blog lahh...but like...was browsing thru some stuff that made me think thru alot alot....i realise wad i done last time was kinda dumb lahhh!Why!Why!so duumb...but well..it's over sooooo long le....just hopes that that thing will just get outta my mind lahhh...hahhas.

i made someone angry again!!and i seriously mean AGAIN lahhhh....twice in a month!wahhh.....i'm gonna try try try to not make the person angry!but sometimes emotions are hard to control lahhh....jiayous man!!woo!

Thursday, December 25, 2008 '

it's christmas today!and i have to work!boo~!

anyways...this year christmas is definitely not one of the nicest one that i have been thru...in fact it was the worst....the serious feeling that keeps coming!the....."u are not needed" feeling...well u know how bad it feels when your manager just...........*i dun wish to say* and yahhh....sometimes u always tot the one that knows alot of things would understand....but i tink maybe even i dun even understand myself how would i wish for others to understand me?!well i guess things has ended up like this and i really do not wish to make things worst......so i guess it's set alr huh...my heart still doesnt wan to leave...but yet..everytime when i tot things would end up to be in the happy way...it always went the other way......and i always gotta think why i would get angry over this kinda things when last time actually this kinda of things happened b4!(and i didnt get angry that time!)how weird....but yah like i said.....it's set......

i really carn bear to leave! );

Tuesday, December 23, 2008 '

i tot the fear was gone.....but it's back again....

i shouldnt be working today one lor....really man..cos i was soooo tired that i couldnt wake up at 1pm!yes u nv see wrongly..it's 1pm!was super tired lahhh...losing slp ovr some matters then finally things are settled then can sleep happily le but end up nid work....lol...but nvm lahh...so today i woke up late lor...then no time to eat...argh!then didnt eat till 10pm lahh....so hungry!!!work was.....happy then sad.......today's customers all weird weird one lehhh...hahas..dunno lahh...just felt that i no longer have the "feel" to work....everything seriously like so "mo sheng"...tis feeling just come so sudden lahh..make me like.....arhhhh!!i dunno how long can i still hold up everything....it's sooooo haisss...i really dunnno ahhh!


santa..pls make me happy!pls

Saturday, December 20, 2008 '

fear!the fear of things that can happen to you....this feeling has been inside me since wednesday.

the fear of not being wanted at work.
the fear of everyone working there.(they have changed!)
the fear of losing someone close.
the fear of things no longer was the same as the other time.
the far of them no longer cares abt you anymore.

all these fears keep on adding on inside me..dad would know that i was feeling this the last time.but now...i wuldnt even dare to approach him and tell him abt it.like i said things have changed.porobably i have changed too just that i did not notice it but what could have cause the change within them.now i even dreamt that my buddy acutally was the one that made me felt worst...omg......no way man!!arghh!!!

pls pls...all these please go away......

Saturday, December 13, 2008 '

wee~!Common tests finally ovr!(:

well..that's the happy thing man...woo!hmm..finally finally...i can take a short break!phew...so tired....arghh..hahas...was moody lahh cos sth unexpected happened lor...eeee!!well it kinda spoil my mood for the whole day lahh..but nvm!shall look on the brighter side yah...hahas!

work at 5 today....felt like super long nv work le lor...3 days...hahas...but was okay lahh..wasnt that busy(kinda expected)hehe!but i like the timing of 5-9...cos there's always things to do..then u are always the 1st one to leave!yay..hahas...today's customers were quite alright towards the ending part only lor...starting hor they keep on say this and that...make me a but pissed lahh....but wad they say quite true lehh(if we were in their shoes)..anyways...was shocked when i saw doreen at outlet lahh...wahh..was expecting trace de lehh...then end up become doreen..haha..but nvm..doreen quite nice lahh...

arghh...aft work then go home lor...sooo bored!!sians....i dunno wad to say to you man....arghh

Tuesday, December 9, 2008 '

ahhh~!shld be studying de lor...but dunnoe why nth gets up into my head lahhh..booo~!die le lahh tmr NF paper...i'm trying had to rmb lor...but but....i'm totally not in the mood for exams....how sia...eeee~had MU CT today..then on my mind was...arghh faster end...i want to slp..LOL...seriously slpy lor..then reached home did BIS e-learning(quite crappy to have e-learning during exam week lor!)hhmm..anyways..completed it alr...so one thing off the chest le...yays...so aft tmr NF then left with OOP le...most impt de lor...cos my current grade is F...die lahhh!oh no!so that no matter wad also must chiong...must jiayou...(: same goes to ALL out there having CT now okays!JIAYOU!

Thursday, December 4, 2008 '

probably it's time to leave...even dad doesnt want me now....i dun even know the reason why he was angry with me...he doesn't want to talk abt it either...and i wont be seeing him for this whole week...so i suppose this will make him feel MUCH more better...i told him i felt bad...and now he treating me coldly,i was very bothered by it..wad he replied made me felt worst...i wouldnt wan to post it here....and now he doesnt want to talk abt it...i guess the best way now is to leave....and try to forget at wad happened there....it's hard...cos i've been there for 1 yr alr and it's my 1st job ya....i swear if dad is ever to talk to me nicely again...i will really treasure it and not take it for granted....i mean it this time...

although i told myself not to be affected by work during school time,i guess i just couldnt...ytd was still alright...but i dunno why i would be so hard today...

i really nid a shoulder......sobs...);

Monday, December 1, 2008 '

seriously...i dunnoe wad to say...i promised dad that i would tell him wad happened...but ended up...i was dumbfounded...i kept quiet the whole day....i felt weird...awkward..and totally no sense of belonging there....the feeling was seriously terrible...i told dad that i couldn't take it.....thus ended up...i went to the toilet and stayed there....for ard 10 mins....then i went back...telling myself not to tink too much abt anything lahh!but then i ended up getting upset...told dad abt it...and i guess he tried to make me feel better lahh...but still i was emo!hais...lilian auntie asked me...meiyun...why u keep frowning?then today like nv talk de....hmm then i reply lor...say:huh nth lahh...just not in the mood to talk lor...i was having mixed feelings all the way lah...dunno how to express thus kept quiet..even kenny asked me...say that time he quiet quiet then i say him..then just now he say me lah...walaos....haiyo.....super tiring!but anyways...exams coming le...so dun tink will be working alot this week...and next week!BOOO!~hais....

dad doesn't want to see me at all!):

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