Thursday, December 25, 2008 '
it's christmas today!and i have to work!boo~!
anyways...this year christmas is definitely not one of the nicest one that i have been thru...in fact it was the worst....the serious feeling that keeps coming!the....."u are not needed" feeling...well u know how bad it feels when your manager just...........*i dun wish to say* and yahhh....sometimes u always tot the one that knows alot of things would understand....but i tink maybe even i dun even understand myself how would i wish for others to understand me?!well i guess things has ended up like this and i really do not wish to make things worst......so i guess it's set alr huh...my heart still doesnt wan to leave...but yet..everytime when i tot things would end up to be in the happy way...it always went the other way......and i always gotta think why i would get angry over this kinda things when last time actually this kinda of things happened b4!(and i didnt get angry that time!)how weird....but yah like i said.....it's set......
i really carn bear to leave! );
