probably it's time to leave...even dad doesnt want me now....i dun even know the reason why he was angry with me...he doesn't want to talk abt it either...and i wont be seeing him for this whole week...so i suppose this will make him feel MUCH more better...i told him i felt bad...and now he treating me coldly,i was very bothered by it..wad he replied made me felt worst...i wouldnt wan to post it here....and now he doesnt want to talk abt it...i guess the best way now is to leave....and try to forget at wad happened there....it's hard...cos i've been there for 1 yr alr and it's my 1st job ya....i swear if dad is ever to talk to me nicely again...i will really treasure it and not take it for granted....i mean it this time...
although i told myself not to be affected by work during school time,i guess i just couldnt...ytd was still alright...but i dunno why i would be so hard today...
i really nid a shoulder......sobs...);
