Monday, December 1, 2008 '
seriously...i dunnoe wad to say...i promised dad that i would tell him wad happened...but ended up...i was dumbfounded...i kept quiet the whole day....i felt weird...awkward..and totally no sense of belonging there....the feeling was seriously terrible...i told dad that i couldn't take it.....thus ended up...i went to the toilet and stayed there....for ard 10 mins....then i went back...telling myself not to tink too much abt anything lahh!but then i ended up getting upset...told dad abt it...and i guess he tried to make me feel better lahh...but still i was emo!hais...lilian auntie asked me...meiyun...why u keep frowning?then today like nv talk de....hmm then i reply lor...say:huh nth lahh...just not in the mood to talk lor...i was having mixed feelings all the way lah...dunno how to express thus kept quiet..even kenny asked me...say that time he quiet quiet then i say him..then just now he say me lah...walaos....haiyo.....super tiring!but anyways...exams coming le...so dun tink will be working alot this week...and next week!BOOO!~hais....
dad doesn't want to see me at all!):
